'I stopped getting work after 2004. Between 2005 and 2018 I had no work.'
Vinta Nanda reveals how speaking up against Alok Nath ruined her career.
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Last week, Mumbai hosted a preview for next month's Jaipur lit fest, which will be held across five days from January 24 to 28 at the Diggi Palace Hotel there.
Like the upcoming festival, the theme of the Mumbai evening, held at the iconic Royal Opera House, rotated around conversation on the most relevant topics today, Indian culture and good music.
Zee Jaipur Literature Festival Organisers William Dalrymple, Sanjoy Roy and Namita Gokhale presided.
A performance by the Mooralala Marwada Ensemble set the tone for the evening.
It was followed by a stimulating discussion on the #MeToo movement.
Titled #MeToo and the Culture of Impunity: Conversations Across Generations a dialogue unfolded between screenwriter and director Vinta Nanda, novelist Shobhaa De, film-maker Shazia Iqbal, LGBTQ activist Saniya Shaikh and the Lodestar UM CEO Nandini Dias.
The hour-long session was moderated by journalist Namita Bhandare.
Nanda credited actress Tanushree Dutta for speaking up and inspiring people like her to come out and share their stories.
"I was very certain I would be heard and I would be supported," said Nanda. "When I saw the industry, CINTAA (the Cine And TV Artistes Association) supporting and coming in favour of her (Tanushree); it was the first time I saw men speak in favour of women."
That, Nanda said, was her trigger to speak up against her alleged abuser actor Alok Nath.
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Nanda revealed that she first spoke about the incident in 2004 and the decision damaged her career.
"I stopped getting work after 2004. Between 2005 and 2018, I had no work," she revealed, pointing out to the collateral damage survivors like herself suffer.
"My film White Noise has still not been brought (out) by Netflix or anyone. Till date, the film lies in the cans," the film-maker explained.
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From teens who wanted to hug her to friends who advised her to be careful, some questioned her decision to speak up so late.
'Kyu kiya? Pagal hai kya? (Why did you do this? Are you mad?)', an aunt, her mother's age, remarked to her, she recalls in the video below.
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Shobhaa De said the #MeToo movement had not helped survivors enough.
"Despite all the hashtags, the culprits have continued to be around, they haven't lost their jobs," she said.
"The ones who have hung on to their secret lives, they are protected, there is a network whether it is politics, media or corporate lives," De added.
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Dias said a woman has every right to oppose something she wasn't comfortable doing.
The choice might be something as simple as whether to drink socially with a colleague or not. "It's my choice if I want to be there. It doesn't stop my career," she said.
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