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1 dpQ®, 2003
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S|>_u Ap„M¡ _hp v¡$i_p _hp sdpip Å¡sp„ Adpfp„ hlpgp„ A¡_pfpB cpCAp¡, cpcuAp¡ A_¡ _hu Ap„M¡ _hy„ _hy„ ip¡^sp„ spÅ„ Mug¡gp„ k|fS>dyMu_p awg S>¡hp„ c|gL$p„h! B[ÞX$epdp„ OkpC Ne¡gp S|>_p Qíd¡ AX$^y„ ES>my„ _¡ AX$^y„ ^|„^my„ cpmsp l„^pe v¡$iuAp¡_p„ S>¡îuL©$óZ!
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cg¡? sp¡ A¡d_¡ Ap`p¡ b¡ Myfiuey„, _¡ b¡lpfp¡ Of_u bp'f dp„X$hp _uQ¡. `Z Ðep„ gNu L$fhy„ iy„? lÆ sp¡ `|fu `p¡Zu L$gpL¡$ L$pm Qp¡OqX$ey„ `|fy„ \pi¡. Þep„ L$p¡CL¡$ L$u^y„ Agu R>p¡X$uey„, \p¡X$p„ gN_Nus \php Ûp¡ AV$g¡ DÐkh_p¡ DÐkh \pe _¡ lpf¡ lpf¡ V$pBd`pk. `Z R>p¡X$uey„ iy„ ¼e¡ Mbf R>¡? L$l¡ L¡$ L¡$k¡V$ d|L$hu lp¡e sp¡ d|L$u v$I, bpL$u gN_Nusp¡ sp¡ AphX$sp„ _\u!
hX$ugp¡ L$l¡, g¡, A¡d s¡ L$p„C lpg¡? Ap¡ëey„ Nph_¡, "hlz Aphu hlz Ap„NZ¡ Aphu...' `Z R>p¡X$uey„ _¡ Sy>hp_X$uey„ L$l¡ ApMy„ _\ AphX$sy„! "sp¡ L$p¡_¡ AphX¡$ R>¡?' Þep„ L$p¡C_¡ epv$ Apehy„ "Ap¡ëep„ lkybl¡__¡ bp¡gphp¡. A¡d_¡ OZp„ AphX¡$ R>¡.' ApMf¡ Adpfp„ brd¯Nlpdhpmp„ dp¡V$u bl¡_¡ Aphu_¡ NhX$pìey„ :
hlz Aphu, hlz Ap„NZ¡ Aphu
dpfy„ spfy„ L$fsu Aphu
kpky_¡ R>„R>¡X$su Aphu
Sy>v$p Q|gp dp„X$su Aphu...
`R>u sp¡¡ OZu lplplulu lpgu. _¡ lkybl¡_¡ buÅ„e Qpf-`p„Q Nusp¡ NhX$pìep„. `Z Ad¡ rhQpf_p Tp¡g¡ QX$ép (S|>_p¡ fp¡N R>¡, TV$ Åhp_p¡ _\u.) L¡$ lpmy„, ApS>¡ `|fp„ X$T_ gN_Nus AphX$sp„ lp¡e A¡hu R>p¡X$uey„ L¡$V$gu? _¡ Ap rkÃeyA¡i_ sp¡ Sy>hp¡, brd¯Nlpd\u Aph¡gp„ ap¡f¡_-qfV$_® ap¡C A¡L$ `R>u A¡L$ NpÏ„ NhX$phsp„ Åe _¡ v¡$iu drlgpd„X$m Tug¡ R>¡! (A_¡ A¡dp„e dp¡V$p cpN_u R>p¡X$uey„ b¡Qpf gpB_p¡ Tuëep `R>u "dpf¡ L$`X$p„ bv$gphhp„ R>¡' L¡$ "d¡L$` ^p¡C _pMhp¡ R>¡' S>¡hp„ blp_p„ L$fu_¡ R>V$L$u NC.)
`Z W$uL$ R>¡, l„^y„e bv$gpsy„ Åe R>¡ A¡d Ape bv$gphp_y„. A¡d sp¡ `l¡gp„ dp¡V$p Of¡ gN_ lp¡e sp¡ \pmu-hpSy>„ (f¡L$p¡X®$ àg¡ef) hpNsy„. `R>u Ap¡qX$ep¡ L¡$k¡Vy„$ Aphu, _¡ lh¡ kuX$u àg¡efy„ Aphu Áep„. b¡ÞX$hpÅ„e OZp„ bv$gpC Nep„. `l¡gp„ b¡ÞX$dpõV$f ¼g¡fuAp¡_¡V$ hNpX$sp¡, ApS>¡ dpBL$dp„ dp¡Yy„$ Opgu_¡ "d¡Bg-qad¡Bg' hp¡Bkdp„ qagdu NpZp„ Npe R>¡. `l¡gp„ Ap¡ëep„ dp¡V$p„ dp¡V$p„ c|„Nmp„hpmp„ hpÅ„ (V²$pçbp¡_, \°p¡çbp¡_ _¡ V²$ç`¡V$) Aphsp„. lh¡ L¡$rkep¡ L¡$ epdplp_p„ L$u-bp¡X®$ hpN¡ R>¡!
Å¡hp S>¡hu hps C R>¡ L¡$ gÁ_p¡dp„ gÁ_Nus A_¡ fpk-Nfbp-vy$lp Np_pfu âp¡a¡i_g k„Nusd„X$muAp¡ `Z lÆ Aph¡ R>¡ A_¡ cg¡_¡ Qpf S> dpBL$ hp`fhp_p„ lp¡e, 24 Q¡_g_y„ "rd¼kf' lpe£ gC_¡ Aph¡ R>¡! (A¡dp„, g¡hg KQp„_uQp„ L$fu_¡ rd[¼k„N sp¡ L$p¡C L$fsy„ S> _\u.) `Z Adpfp S>¡hp hp„L$v¡$Mp_¡ hpf¡OX$uA¡ khpg \ep L$f¡ R>¡ L¡$ Ap¡ëep„ Y$p¡g-ifZpC sp¡ Nep„ A¡ Nep„... A¡ `pR>p„ L¡$'v$u Aphi¡?
A¡hy„ S> gÁ_âk„N¡ `l¡fpsp„ i¡gp„_y„ R>¡. sd¡ _l] dp_p¡, rdX$g ¼gpk A_¡ A`f rdX$g ¼gpk_p„ gÁ_p¡dp„ ApS>L$pg dp„X$ 15-20 V$L$p drlgpAp¡ V²¡$qX$i_g cX$L$v$pf f„N_p„ i¡gp„ `l¡f¡gu v¡$Mpe R>¡. R>p¡X$uey„ _¡ Sy>hp_X$uey„ sp¡ Ofpfp, ifpfp _¡ A¡hp a¡Þku (Å¡L¡$ V²¡$qX$i_g V$Qhpmp) X²¡$kuk S> `l¡f¡ R>¡. eyhsuAp¡ i¡gp„ `l¡f¡ R>¡ Mfu, `Z A¡_u L$gf-õL$udp¡ afu NC R>¡. O¡fp gugp, QdL$sp lmv$fuep, ccL$v$pf Å„byX$u, gpgQË$L$ f¡X$ L¡$ W$õkpv$pf "fpZu' L$gf sp¡ ap¡V$}-àgk drlgpAp¡A¡ `Z _ `l¡ep¯ lp¡e. Aphp„ Aõkg i¡gp„ `l¡f_pfp„ qaãV$u-àgk \C Nep„ R>¡. bpL$u_u ÷uAp¡_p„ i¡gp„ (L¡$ gÁ__u kpX$uAp¡)_p„ f„N b°pD_, N°¡, Ap¡i_ åëey A_¡ `¡õV$g i¡BX¹$T_p„ \C Nep„ R>¡!
W$uL$ Ðepf¡. Ap sp¡ S>dp_p S>dp_p_u a¡i_ AV$g¡ afsu fl¡hp_u. `Z Ap¡ëep„ gN_Nusp¡ cygpC Åe Ðepf¡ Adpfp¡ Æh A„N°¡Ædp„ bmu Åe R>¡ L¡$ "hu l¡h gp¡õV$ BV$.'
`Z A¡hy„ sp¡ OÏ„ R>¡ S>¡ R|>V$u Ney„ R>¡. kpQhhp_y„ c|gu S>hpey„ R>¡. A\hp Apd S>, `kpf \C Ney„ R>¡. Op¡X$pNpX$uAp¡ A×íe \C NC R>¡. hffpÅ_p Op¡X$p ¼ep„L$ ¼ep„L$ v¡$Mpe Åe R>¡ `Z _p_p„ lmhp„ bmv$NpX$p„ S>¡_¡ "ìl¡gX$p„' L$l¡sp„ s¡ sp¡ kv„$sf Nep„. A¡ kp\¡ S> Ap¡ëep Op¡X$pNpX$u_p `¥X¡$ A_¡ bmv$p¡_p Nm¡ bp„^¡gp R>dR>d¹ L$fsp O|Ofp `Z Nep. qfnpdp„ "^ѹs¹s¹X$ ^s¹s¹s¹X$' L$fu_¡ spgbÙ lp¡_® hpNsp„ s¡ sp¡ v$peL$pAp¡ `l¡gp„ k„cmpsp„ b„^ \ep„.
bpm`Z kp\¡ hZpe¡gu AdyL$ QuÅ¡ "rdk' \su gpN¡ R>¡. Qp¡dpkp_u cu_u dpV$udp„ fdpsu L$p¡QdZu_u fds, v$k `¥kpdp„ dmsu Mp¡bp¡ cfpC Åe s¡V$gu Np¡fkApdgu, D_pmpdp„ Aphsp„ MV$duW$p aZkp„ A_¡ S|>_p„ V$pef_¡ L$p`u_¡ b_ph¡gp„ `¥X$p„... cdfX$p, gMp¡V$uAp¡, rNëgu-X„$X$p A_¡ _pfNp¡gQy„ (kpsp¡rmey„)_p„ W$uL$fp„...
Å¡L¡$ Ap b^y„ sp¡ bv$gphp_y„ S> lsy„, `Z OZu hpf A¡d \pe R>¡ L¡$ '50 A_¡ '60_p v$peL$p_p„ bpmkpàsprlL$p¡_¡ ("TNdN', "bpgk„v¡$i' hN¡f¡) Ap`Z¡ Åmhu _ i¼ep„. A¡d sp¡ gp¡L$râe hpsp®kpdreL$p¡ lsp„ ("Apfpd', "Qp„v$_u') S>¡_u bpmkpdreL$p¡_u S>¡d S>, L$d-b¡L$ L$fu iL¡$ s¡hu L$p¡C S>Áep S> _\u fl¡hp v$u^u, Ap`Z¡.
S>¡hu lsu s¡hu NyS>fpsu qaëdp¡ `Z Ap`Zp lp\dp„\u R>V$L$u NC R>¡. `Z R>p¡X$p¡, A¡d sp¡ v$psZ¡e ¼ep„ dm¡ R>¡ il¡fp¡dp„? A¡L$ S>dp_pdp„ v$rnZ NyS>fpsdp„ L$X$p Qp¡Mp dmsp. gpg v$p¡fphpmp¡ v$pZp¡ lp¡e s¡hp Ap Qp¡Mp_p¡ cps blz duÌ$p¡ gpNsp¡. lh¡ Ap Qp¡Mp ip¡Ýep S>X$sp _\u. DÑf NyS>fpsdp„\u `Z kp¡Æ, b„V$u, k|hp hN¡f¡ A_pS> A×íe \sp„ Åe R>¡. A¡d sp¡ OÏ„ b^y„ R>V$L$u Ås Ap`Zp lp\dp„\u A_¡ \pmudp„\u, `Z bpS>fu_p fp¡V$gp bQu Nep. \¡`gp„ bQu Nep„. f]NZp_p¡ Ap¡mp¡ _¡ Kr^ey„ bQu Nep„. dpÓ bQu S> _\u Nep„, h^y `p¡àeygf hp_NuAp¡ f¡õV$p¡fp„dp„ `ufkpsu \C L$v$pQ A¡dp„ V$L$u NC.
`Z C sp¡ A¡d S> lpghp_y„. S>¡ Åe R>¡, S>¡ Ney„ R>¡ s¡_p¡ Aakp¡k L$ep® rh_p S>¡ Aph¡ R>¡ s¡_p¡ Ap¡ÃR>h L$fhpdp„ S> dÅ R>¡. _p_p„ _p_p„ il¡fp¡ ky^u r`Tp-bN®f A_¡ QpB_uT Apìep„ s¡_p¡ L$L$mpV$ _ L$fhp_p¡ lp¡e. L$pfZ L¡$ Ap`Zp NyS>fpsdp„ OÏ„ OÏ„ L$d-b¡L$ L$fu_¡ Apìey„ R>¡. _hfpÓu_p Nfbp sp¡ Bh¡ÞV$ Ap¡a v$ ef b_u Nep R>¡. dÅ_u hps A¡ R>¡ L¡$ lh¡ sp¡ Nfbp gÁ_ A_¡ kNpC âk„N¡ `Z Nhpe R>¡. (A_¡ dpÓ Nhpsp _\u, klz f„N¡Q„N¡ _pQ¡ `Z R>¡.) DÑfpeZ h^y Ág¡dfk b_u R>¡, lp¡mu-^ym¡V$u A_¡ v$i¡fp-qv$hpmu h^pf¡ ccL$pv$pf b_u R>¡.
f¡qX$ep¡ Mp¡hpC Nep¡ lsp¡, `Z A¡aA¡d õV¡$i_y„_¡ L$pfZ¡ afu NpdX$¡ NpdX¡$ Aphhp_p„ A¢^pZ hfspC füp„ R>¡. h¡g¡ÞVpB_-X¡$ kpd¡ sdpfpdp„\u OZp _pL$_p„ V$uQL$p„ QY$ph¡ R>¡ `Z Of_p kp¥ kæep¡_p b\®X¡$ ES>hpsp \ep C Adpfp d_¡ OZu dp¡V$u hps R>¡. _l]sf v$pv$p-v$pv$u_¡ A¡d_p„ NgNp¡V$p S>¡hp„ `p¡sfp„Ap¡ Ås¡ b_ph¡gp„ L$pX®$ kp\¡ L„$C rNãV$ Ap`¡ Ðepf¡ A¡d_u S>¡ lfM\u Ap„M cu_u \pe R>¡ C ¼ep„\u Å¡hp dmhp_y„ lsy„?
kp¥\u dp¡V$u rdqX$ep-¾$p„rs sp¡ ^d®dp„ \C R>¡. dp¡fpfubp`y L$\p L$fsp lp¡e s¡_¡ ApS>¡ A¡L$ S> d„X$` l¡W$m gpM gp¡L$p¡ b¡ku_¡ "Å¡C-kp„cmu' iL¡$ A_¡ buÅ gpM c¼sp¡ O¡fb¡W$p„ qX$aX®$-gpBh V¡$rgL$põV$ r_lpmu iL¡$ C V¡$¼_p¡gp¡Æ Ap`Z¡ klS>sp\u Ap`Zp ^d®dp„ A`_phu gu^u R>¡. lh¡ sp¡ Ap¡qX$ep¡ L¡$ rhqX$ep¡, L¡$k¡V$ L¡$ kuX$u l„^pedp„ Qp„` v$pbp¡ _¡ `p„Xy$f„Nv$pv$p lpS>fplS|>f R>¡!
Ap ldZp„ S> Adpfp A¡L$ Ap¡mMusp kpf„N`yf l_ydp__p d„qv$f¡ (Adv$phpv$\u kp„BW¡$L$ qL$gp¡duV$f) S>C Apehp. A¡dZ¡ Ad_¡ L$u^y„ L¡$ Þep„ d„qv$fdp„ lh¡ cp¡S>_ (âkpv$) `Z bya¡-õV$pBgdp„ dm¡ R>¡! Ad¡ L$u^y„ L¡$ iy„ hps L$fp¡ R>p¡? sp¡ ¼e¡ lp, sdpf¡ \pmu-hpV$L$p¡ gC_¡ gpB_dp„ Ecp f'C Åhp_y„. `ufk_pfp aV$paV$ `ufksp Åe. `R>u S>dsp„ S>dsp„ buSy>„ L$p„CL$ Å¡CA¡ sp¡ Ås¡ S>C_¡ L$pDÞV$f `f\u `ufkphu g¡hp_y„!
ëep¡ bp¡gp¡, L$p„C L$l¡hy„ R>¡? AV$g¡ iy„ Mp¡hpC Áey„ _¡ iy„ S>X$u Áey„ A¡_u TpTu tQsp L$fp¡ dp, sdsdpf¡ bk T]L¡$ fpMp¡ bp`ëep, Ap„ep„ b^p Ap¡gfpBV$ R>¡!
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