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5 dpQ®, 2003
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V¡$rgrhT_¡ _¥rsL$ d|ëep¡_p„ Q]\fp„ apX$u _p¿ep„ R>¡. R>¡L$ ldZp„ ky^u k¡¼k_p a¼s b¡ hN® lsp- ky„v$f A_¡ Aïgug, `Z `p„Q hj®dp„ sp¡ V$uhu `f A¡hu sp¡ dpepÅm fQpC NC R>¡ L¡$ A¡dp„ kpQy„ k¡¼k ¼ep„ R>¡ A¡ sdpf¡ Mp¡mhy„ `X¡$. "hu' _¡ "A¡d' V$uhu `f sd_¡ rblpdÏ„ k¡¼k Å¡hp dm¡. KOdp„ R>mu EW$uA¡ s¡hp„ k`_p„ Aph¡.
R>pihpf¡ a¡i_ ip¡ A_¡ kp¦v$e®õ`^p®Ap¡. õL|$gdp„ cZsu R>p¡L$fuAp¡ `Z dp¡X¡$gp¡ b_hp lpgu _uL$mu R>¡ A_¡ hX$ugp¡e¡ hp„^p¡ DW$phsp„ _\u. R>p¡L$fu V|„$L$p„ V$pBV$ h÷p¡ `l¡fu_¡ ap¡NV$dp„ L¡$X$p¡ lgphsu õL|$g-L$p¡g¡S> Åe A¡_p L$fsp„ sp¡ Aphp L$p¡C ip¡ L¡$ õ`^p®dp„ cpN g¡ sp¡ b¡ `¥kp dm¡. a¡i_ ip¡_u dp¡X¡$gp¡_p„ L$`X$p„ Å¡¡CA¡ sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ Mbf _ `X¡$ L¡$ dp¡X¡$gp¡ Ap`Z_¡ ApL$j®hp dpN¡ R>¡ L¡$ lkphhp dpN¡ R>¡. A¡ L$l¡hpsp„ a¡i_¡bg L$`X$p„ `l¡fu_¡ Å¡ L$p¡C eyhsu fõsp `f _uL$m¡ sp¡ Op¡X$pAp¡ cX$L¡$, L|$sfp„ lX$L$pep„ \pe _¡ `p„Q rdr_V$dp„ `„v$f A¡[¼kX¡$ÞV$ \C Åe. `p¡ipL$ cg¡ Nd¡ s¡hp `l¡fp¡ `Z A¡ `p¡ipL$dp„ sd¡ d_yóe õhê$`¡ v¡$Mph A¡V$gu sp¡ L$pmÆ sdpf¡ fpMhu Å¡CA¡.
rlÞv$u qaëdp¡ rhi¡ sp¡ L„$C bp¡ghp S>¡hy„ S> _\u. rk_¡dp_¡ gNcN kp¡ hj® \ep„. A¡ gp¡L$p¡ lÆ `|R>¡ R>¡ Qp¡gu L¡$ `uR>¡ ¼ep l¥? k¡¼k A¡d_¡ dpV¡$ dõs QuS> R>¡. gNcN v$f¡L$ lufp¡-rlfp¡C_ hpeyâL$p¡`\u `uX$pe R>¡. A¡d_p `¡V$dp„\u "Ap¡e¡'... "Ap¡g¡', "Bgy', "s|s|s|s|'... "V$_V$_V$_'... "Ap¡e Ap¡e' _¡ "hp¡e hp¡e hp¡e'_¡ "DB' _¡ "ApB' S>¡hp AhpÅ¡ kp\¡ \sp hpeyrhõap¡V$_¡ k„Nus\u Y$p„L$u_¡ AX$^p DOpX$p ifuf¡ `v$p® `f `ufkhpdp„ Aph¡ R>¡. k„h___u F>syAp¡dp„ `iy-`„MuAp¡ A¡hp AhpÅ¡ L$fsp„ lp¡e R>¡, `f„sy `iy`„MuAp¡ `[ågL$dp„ ifuf_¡ Aphp k|QL$ Dgpmp _¡ TV$L$p Ap`sp„ _\u. A¡d_u k„h__gugp A¡d_p `|fsu dep®qv$s lp¡e R>¡. dpZk A¡L$ S> âpZu A¡hy„ R>¡ S>¡ buÅAp¡_¡ DÑ¡rS>s L$fhp dpV¡$ "A„N'(s) âh©rÑ_y„ `[ågL$dp„ âv$i®_ L$f¡ R>¡. A¡L$ gX$L$u L$p¡ v¡$Mp sp¡ A¥kp gNp L¡$ Ap¡iuL$p„ apX$u _pMu_¡ Qpf¡ bpSy> ê$ DR>pmy„. DÑ¡rS>s lpgsdp„ âpZuAp¡ ^|m DR>pmsp„ lp¡e R>¡. "fp¡Å' qaëddp„ drZfÐ_d¡ h©ÙpAp¡_¡ _pQsu A_¡ ^|m DX$pX$su bsphu _¡ qaëd rlV$ \C lsu, A¡V$g¡ bk v$f¡L$ qaëd X$pÞkfp¡ ^|m DR>pmhp dp„X$ép R>¡. k¡¼k_u ^|m^pZu \su Å¡hp dpV¡$ Ap`Z¡ `¥kp MQ}A¡ R>uA¡. Sy>hp_ R>p¡L$fuAp¡ _©Ðe_¡ _pd¡ W¡$L$X$p dpf¡ Ðep„ ky^u W$uL$ R>¡. D`h÷p¡dp„ fpsu L$uX$uAp¡ QV$L$su lp¡e A¡hp„ ×íep¡\u Ap`Z¡ V¡$hpsp„ S>CA¡ R>uA¡ `Z dÖpku qaëd_p A_yL$fZdp„ Å¡ h©ÙpAp¡ ^|m DR>pmhp dp„X$i¡ sp¡ iy„ \i¡.
dpfy„ hs_ Adv$phpv$ sp¡ dp¡Ngp¡_p S>dp_p\u Nv$p®bpv$ A¡V$g¡ L¡$ ^|rme¡bpv$ sfuL¡$ ÅZusy„ R>¡ S>. h©ÙpAp¡_¡ D`Öh hNf `Z Ðep„ bpf¡ dpk ^|m EX$su lp¡e R>¡. dÖpku h©Ùp X$pÞkfp¡ S>¡V$gu ^|m Ap¡V$p¡qfnpAp¡ DX$pX$ép S> L$fsu lp¡e R>¡ `Z a¡i_ ip¡ _¡ kp¦v$e®õ`^p®_u S>¡d h©ÙpAp¡_p„ Ål¡f _©Ðe Adv$phpv$dp„ Qpgy \C S>i¡ sp¡ Adv$phpv$ kss ^|m_u X$dfuAp¡\u Y„$L$pe¡gy„ fl¡i¡. A¡d sp¡ A¡d, A¡ fus¡ `Z k¡¼k Å¡ ^|m\u Y„$L$pe¡gy„ fl¡sy„ lp¡e sp¡ Ap`Zu NyS>fpsu âÅ_p¡ v„$c `Z S>mhpC fl¡i¡.
qaëdp¡_u Akf_p¡ lp¡bpmp¡ sp¡ vy$r_epcfdp„ Qpgsp¡ Apìep¡ R>¡. kdpS>ip÷_u ×rô$A¡ qaëdp¡_¡ sp¡ S>i dþep¡ S> _\u. Ny_pAp¡ \pe sp¡ L$l¡i¡ qaëdp¡_¡ L$pfZ¡. qaëdp¡dp„\u L$p¡C L„$C kpfy„ iu¿ep¡ lp¡e s¡hy„ L$v$u hp„Ãey„ L¡$ kp„cþey„ _\u. qaëdp¡_u d\fphV$u d¡gu R>¡.
lh¡ S>¡ Ap`Z_¡ b^p_¡ lgphu d|L¡$ R>¡ s¡ V$uhu `f Aphsu Ål¡fMbfp¡. Ål¡fMbfdp„\u Mbf S> _ `X¡$ sd_¡ L¡$ gp¡L$p¡ h¡Qhp iy„ dpN¡ R>¡? sd_¡ A¡d gpN¡ L¡$ Ap sp¡ k„srsr_ed__p kp^__u Ål¡fMbf R>¡ A_¡ _uL$m¡ L$p¡au_u Ål¡fMbf. d_¡ L$p¡au `uhp\u b„^L$p¡i \pe R>¡ A¡V$g¡ ApMu tS>v$Nu L$p¡au `u^u _l] A_¡ lh¡ V$uhu `f Å¡hp\u op_h©qÙ \C L¡$ Ãeh_âpi L$fsp„ L$p¡au\u h^pf¡ L$p¥hs Aph¡ R>¡. rhV$prd_p¡ `pR>m `¥kp MÃep®_p¡ L¡$V$gp¡ `õsphp¡ \pe? kdpS>_p b^p S> k¡¼k_p âp¡åg¡d a¼s L$p¡au\u EL$gu S>i¡. ApS>_u Sy>hp_ `¡Y$uA¡ sp¡ b^y„ R>p¡X$u_¡ a¼s L$p¡au `f S> fl¡hy„ Å¡CA¡ A_¡ AdyL$ b°pÞX$_y„ S> Å„rNey„ `l¡fhy„ Å¡CA¡. Qp¡½$k b°pÞX$_y„ Å„rNey„ `l¡ep® `R>u sd¡ buÅ dpm¡\u c|kL$p¡ dpfu_¡ `R>u rhg__¡ dpfp¡ sp¡ hp„^p¡ _ Aph¡. sd¡ Ãeh_âpi _ Mpsp lp¡, AdyL$ b°pÞX$_u L$p¡au _ `usp lp¡ _¡ ApL$pidp„ sd_¡ DX$pX¡$ A¡hp Ap¡h¡ëV$u_p¡ _¡ L$p¡çàgp_p¡ A_¡ ÅsÅs_p„ i[¼sv$peL$ c|L$p g¡hp_u sdpf¡ S>ê$f _\u. a¼s AdyL$ L„$`_u_u b_phV$_y„ sd¡ Å„rNey„ `l¡fp¡ `R>u sdpfp¡ b¡X$p¡ `pf.
sdpLy$_p NyV$L$pAp¡ gu^p `R>u `Z sdpfpdp„ A¡V$gu S> spL$ps Aph¡ R>¡. A¡L$ `X$uLy„$ Mph A_¡ vy$íd_p¡_p v$p„s sp¡X$u _pMp¡.
Ap b^u Ål¡fMbfp¡_p¡ kfhpmp¡ L$fu_¡ sd¡ Æhp¡. khpf¡ AdyL$ b°pÞX$_p¡ i[¼sv$peL$ `pDX$f v|$^dp„ c¡mhu_¡ `uAp¡. Ãeh_âpi QpV$p¡ `R>u i[¼sv$peL$ kpby\u õ_p_ L$fp¡, i[¼sv$peL$ Å„rNey„ `l¡fp¡ A_¡ i[¼sv$peL$ sdpLy$_p NyV$L$p_y„ k¡h_ L$fp¡. L$`X$p„ ^p¡hp_p kpby_p¡ `pDX$f `Z sd_¡ _pQhp_u â¡fZp Ap`¡ R>¡. L$`X$p„ blz kfk ^p¡hpe sp¡ A¡ Å¡C_¡ L$`X$p„ `l¡ep® hNf L¡$ `l¡ep® `R>u sd¡ `pDX$f_u âi[õs_p„ NpZp„ Nphp_p R>p¡.
kÐe kp„Cbpbp lp\dp„\u rhc|rs M„M¡fsp s¡dp„ sp¡ A¡d_y„ L$p¥cp„X$ \C Ne¡gy„ `Z ApS>¡ V$uhu_u Ål¡fMbfdp„ S>¡ QdÐL$pfp¡ b_¡ R>¡ s¡_u kpd¡ bpbp_p QdÐL$pfp¡ sp¡ b^p hpku \C Nep R>¡.
kdÅ¡ L¡$ sdpfp Ql¡fp D`f _pL$_L$ip_p„ W¡$L$pZp„ _\u _¡ sd_¡ L$p¡C L$l¡sp„ L$p¡C L$Þep `k„v$ L$fhp_u _\u. sp¡ sdpf¡ "gÁ_rhjeL$' V$Q|L$X$u R>`phhp_u S>ê$f _\u. s¡_¡ bv$g¡ Qp¡½$k b°pÞX$_y„ õL|$V$f L¡$ `¥kp_u kNhX$ lp¡e sp¡ A¡L$pv$ ÅZusu dS>b|s dp¡V$fkpBL$g gp¡ A_¡ `R>u Sy>Ap¡, ApM¡ fõs¡ sdpfp hpl_ `pR>m O¡gu \e¡gu L$ÞepAp¡ sd_¡ `fZhp dpV¡$ `X$p`X$u L$fi¡.
kam `rs L¡$ r`sp \hy„ lp¡e L¡$ `R>u kQu_ s¢Xy$gL$f \hy„ lp¡e sp¡ sdpf¡ V$uhu D`f S> Ap^pf fpMhp_p¡.
QdÐL$pfp¡_u rhfyÙ Ap„v$p¡g_ Qpgu füy„ R>¡. `Z Äepf¡ f¡gh¡ A¡[ÞS>__u ip¡^ \C Ðepf¡ A¡ QdÐL$pf gpN¡gp¡, A¡ S> fus¡ A¡fp¡àg¡_ A_¡ `R>u rk_¡dp-qa_¡dp, f¡X$uAp¡-b¡X$uAp¡, V$uhu-buhu, V¡$rgap¡_, kpdpÞe AcZ dpZk dpV¡$ sp¡ QdÐL$pf S> R>¡_¡!
sd¡ dp\p„ `V$L$u_¡ dfu Åh `Z k¡¼k sp¡ ÅZ¡ S>dp_pS|>_y„ h¡f g¡hp b¡Wy„$ lp¡e s¡ fus¡ Ap`Zp `f ÓpV$¼ey„ R>¡. kv„$sf cfX$p¡ gu^p¡ R>¡. `Z V¡$Þi_ L$fhp_p¡ L$ip¡ A\® _\u. dpZk Äepf¡ `Õ\feyNdp„ A_¡ `R>u gp¡leyNdp„ A_¡ `R>u ApS>_p Bg¡¼V²$p¡r_¼k A_¡ AÏeyNdp„\u klukgpds `kpf \ep¡ R>¡ Ðepf¡ ApS>¡ iê$ \e¡gp k¡¼keyNdp„ _ô$ \C S>i¡ A¡hp¡ ce k¡hhp_u S>ê$f _\u.
k¡¼k_u A¥kus¥ku. dpZkÅs V$L$u fl¡i¡. k¡¼k_¡ S>i _ A`pe. A¡ Ap`Zp õhcphdp„ _\u.
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