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Ap„ep„b^p Ap¡gfpBV$ R>¡!
aufL$u g¡hp dpV¡$ Np„^uÆ kpfp, lp¢?
1 a¡b°yApfu, 2003
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A¡dV$uhu `f Np„^uÆ_p A¡r_d¡V¡$X$ ¼gp¡__¡ Å¡C_¡ AL$mpC Åsp„ Adpfp„ hlpgp„ A¡_pfpB cpCAp¡, cpcuAp¡ A_¡ A¡dV$uhu_p `p¡`-õV$pf S>¡hp„ c|gL$p„h! B[ÞX$epdp„ Np„^uÆ_u AX$kW$du L$pb®_ L$p¡`u S>¡hp _¡spAp¡_p fpS>dp„ Æhu_¡ ER>f¡gp l„^pe v¡$iuAp¡_p„ S>¡îuL©$óZ!
Adpfp A¡L$ cpCb„^ A¡d_p `p¡sp_p bp`yÆ rhi¡ hpf„hpf Nh®\u ¼e¡ L¡$ "Ap Jdf¡e dpfp bp`p cgcgp_¡ BqfV¡$V$ L$fu iL¡$ A¡V$gp L¡$`¡bg R>¡!' A¡d_p¡ L$l¡hp_p¡ dsgb A¡d L¡$ buÅ bp`pAp¡ OfX$p \pe A¡V$g¡ Of_p M|Z¡ ar_®Qf_u S>¡d cg¡ `X$u f¡'sp lp¡e `Z dpfp bp`p sp¡ Ap Jdf¡e dp\y„ MpC Åe A¡V$gp S>bfp R>¡!
Aphy„ S> L$p„CL$ Ap`Zp kp¥_p fpô²$r`sp dp¡l_v$pk L$fdQ„v$ Np„^u_y„ R>¡. buÆ Ap¡¼V$p¡bf L¡$ Óukdu ÅÞeyApfu Aphu _\u L¡$ A¡d_p _pd¡ L$p„CL$ rhhpv$ \ep¡ _\u! Apd sp¡ `„v$fdu Ap¡NõV¡$e \p¡Xy„$ "bp`y-b¡tiN' L$fu g¡hp_p¡ qfhpS> R>¡. Ap ldZp„ S> kp„cþey„ L¡$ Þep„_p L$p¡CL$ d¡N¡rT_¡ sp¡ iåv$i: bp`y-b¡tiN L$fu _p¿ey„! L$p¡C AX$^u QÍ$u `l¡f¡gp¡ dy½$pbpS> bp`y_¡ a¡V$dbpÆ L$fu_¡ `pX$u _pM¡ R>¡ A¡hp„ rQÓp¡ A¡dZ¡ h¡bkpBV$ `f sfsp„ d|¼ep„. _¡ lpe£ Np„^uÆ_p rkÙp„sp¡_ue W¡$L$X$u DX$pX$u. Aphy„ L$p„CL$ \pe Ðepf¡ Ad_¡ KX¡$ KX¡$ l¥epdp„ V$pY$L$_p¡ i¡fX$p¡ `X¡$ R>¡ L¡$, ""lpi? lÆ Ap`Zp¡ bp`y ar_®Qf_p¡ `uk b_u Áep¡ _\u!''
cNhp_ Cky_y„ `¡gy„ a¡dk hp¼e "s¡d_¡ dpa L$fp¡, L$pfZ L¡$ s¡Ap¡ ÅZsp _\u s¡Ap¡ iy„ L$fu füp R>¡' Ap„ep„ `Z qaV$ \sy„ _\u, L$pfZ L¡$ s¡Ap¡ ÅZ¡ R>¡, bfpbf ÅZ¡ R>¡. s¡Ap¡ ÅZ¡ R>¡ L¡$ Apd L$fhp\u ApMu vy$r_epdp„ s¡d_¡ ârkqÙ dmi¡. vy$r_epcf_p BÞV$f_¡V$ eyTk® s¡d_u kpBV$ `f ^kpfp¡ L$fi¡. s¡d_¡ rdrgeÞk_p rlkpb¡ rlV¹$k dmi¡... A_¡ s¡_p¡ s¡Ap¡ R>¡hV¡$ L$p¡dri®egu apev$p¡ DW$phi¡. Ad_¡ sp¡ \pe R>¡ L¡$ S>¡ fus¡ ApBkukuA¡ vy$r_epcf_u q¾$L¡$V$V$ud_p M¡gpX$uAp¡_p ap¡V$p L¡$ awV¡$S>_p¡ L$p¡dri®eg D`ep¡N L$fhp dpV¡$_p lL$ `p¡sp_u `pk¡ fpMu_¡ buÆ L„$`_uAp¡ kpd¡ gpg Ap„M L$fu R>¡ s¡d _hÆh_ V²$õV¡$ Ap d¡N¡rT_ D`f fp¡eëV$u_p¡ v$php¡ W$p¡L$u v¡$hp¡ Å¡CA¡!
`Z Adpfp A¡L$ `ÓL$pf v$p¡õs¡ Ad_¡ L$üy„ L¡$ A¡hy„ L$p„C \C _p¡ iL¡$. Ad¡ L$u^y„, "L¡$d? Np„^uÆ_u Bd¡S>_p¡ D`ep¡N L$fu_¡ Ap¡ëey„ d¡N¡rT_ (A_¡ lh¡ A¡dV$uhu) R>¡hV¡$ sp¡ L$dpZu S> L$fhp_y„ _¡?' Adpfp cpCb„^ lku `X$ép. "A¡d S> lp¡e sp¡ Ap`Zp gpgy epv$h_¡ ApS> ky^udp„ AbÅ¡ ê$r`ep_u fp¡eëV$u dmu Ås! d|m hps A¡ R>¡ L¡$ b^p„ S> rdqX$ep k¡rgrb°V$u-b¡tiN\u S> khp®Bh \pe R>¡.'
lh¡ N¡X$ b¡W$u. k¡rgrb°V$u-b¡tiN A¡V$g¡ L¡$ ârscpM„X$_ sp¡ `ÓL$pfÐh_u dpõV$f-L$u R>¡, Mfy„? A¡ rlkpb¡ aufL$u g¡hp dpV¡$ Np„^uÆ kp¥\u kpfp! Aphp¡, lpgp¡, Np„^uÆ_¡ Ap`Z¡ Np¡Nëk `l¡fphu v„$C, L$p_dp„ byË$uAp¡ `l¡fphu v„$C, bçey®X$p QÍ$u _¡ Np¡ëa L¡$` W$W$pX$u v„$C, lp\dp„ rbef_p¡ Ágpk rQ`L$phu v„$C, lp¡W$p¡dp„ rkNpf Mp¡ku v„$C...
kl¡gy„ R>¡, Apd L$fhy„ kph kl¡gy„ R>¡. dpB¾$p¡kp¡ãV$_y„ Ap¡ëey„ ap¡V$p¡-ip¡` _pd_y„ kp¡ãV$h¡f (B e¡ `pef¡V¡$X$) lp¡e sp¡ Ap L$pd Q`V$udp„ \C Åe. khpg C R>¡ L¡$ Apd L$fhp\u dm¡ iy„? sp¡ C ìlpguX$ph ¼e¡ R>¡ L¡$ "S>õV$ ap¡f L$u¼k!' lp, L$u¼k dm¡, rlV¹$k dm¡, L$hf¡S> dm¡, dpCg¡S> dm¡ A_¡ gp¡V¹$k Ap¡a a_ dm¡.
L$p¡_¡ dm¡? ApMu vy$r_ep_¡ dm¡, Mpk L$fu_¡ e„N S>_f¡i__¡ dm¡. A_¡ kpQy„ L$luA¡ sp¡ ApMue¡ hpsdp„ Ad_¡ Ap S> hps_p¡ lfM R>¡! bpL$u Å`p_, S>d®_u L¡$ rTçbpåh¡dp„ fl¡sp L$ep Sy>hpr_ep_¡ AQp_L$ Np„^uÆdp„ fk `X$hp_p¡ lsp¡? cgy„ \ey„ L¡$ A¡dZ¡ Np„^uÆ_p rkÙp„sp¡_u W¡$L$X$u DX$pX$u, L$pfZ L¡$ C W¡$L$X$u_¡ L$pfZ¡ S> "_p¡_-hpep¡gÞk', "A¡¼k`¡qfd¡ÞV¹$k rh\ V³$\' A_¡ "_p¡_-L$p¡Ap¡`f¡i_ dyhd¡ÞV$' S>¡hp iåv$kd|lp¡ A¡L$pv$ qv$hk s¡ Sy>hpr_ep `pk¡ `lp¢Qi¡. A_¡ vy$r_ep_p¡ L$p¡C Sy>hp_ A¡V$gp¡ d|fM _\u L¡$ W¡$L$X$u_¡ kÐe dp_u g¡ A_¡ kÐe_¡ W¡$L$X$u. A¡V$g¡ A¡L$pv$ qv$hk s¡_¡ Np„^uÆdp„ fk `X$i¡, s¡_p rhQpfp¡dp„ fk `X$i¡, s¡_p Æh_dp„ fk `X$i¡... A_¡ `R>u sp¡ Np„^u R>¡ _¡ C R>¡! Ap`Z¡ X$fhp_u L$p„C S>ê$f S> _\u.
ârscpM„X$_ s¡_y„ S> \C iL¡$ S>¡_u ârscp dyÌ$u KQ¡fu lp¡e. A_¡ S>¡ "cNhp_' _ lp¡e. Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zp cNhp_p¡ fpd L¡$ L©$óZ_u dÅL$ L$fu iL$sp _\u. A_¡ Å¡ L$p¡C dpfp S>¡hp¡ L„$CL$ V$uMm L$fu b¡k¡ sp¡ kp¥ DíL¡$fpC S>CA¡ R>uA¡, L$pfZ L¡$ Ap`Z¡ fpd A_¡ L©$óZ_¡ cNhp_ b_phu_¡ d„qv$fdp„ b¡kpX$u v$u^p R>¡. s¡d_¡ lpf `l¡fphu v$u^p R>¡. V$ugp„V$`L$p„ L$fu_¡ s¡d_¡ ap¡V$pdp„ dY$u gu^p R>¡. gp¡L$¡V$ b_phu_¡ Nm¡ bp„^u v$u^p R>¡. lh¡ A¡dp„ bp„^R>p¡X$ i¼e S> _\u.
cg¡ fpd_p dpV¡$ "dep®v$p `yfyjp¡Ñd' rhi¡jZ h`fpe, `Z `yfyjp¡dp„ DÑd L$lu_¡ s¡d_¡ Ap`Z¡ kpdpÞe `yfyj sfuL¡$ õhuL$pfu iL$sp _\u. cg¡ L©$óZ_¡ Ap`Z¡ "dlpdp_h'_y„ rbfyv$ Ap`uA¡ `f„sy A¡ cNhp_ S> fl¡ R>¡, A_¡ fl¡hp_p. A¡_¡ Ap`Z¡ gpX$\u L$p_yX$p¡, L$_¥ep¡, _V$MV$, _V$hf (_V$ A¡V$g¡ sp¡ kdÅ¡ R>p¡_¡?), _V$_pNf, dpMZQp¡f A_¡ gugp^f L$luA¡. Ap`Z¡ L©$óZ_¡ dp_h sfuL¡$ õhuL$pfu iL$sp _\u. L$pfZ iy„ R>¡? A¡V$gy„ S> L¡$ lh¡ s¡ cNhp_ R>¡. `X$L$pf\u `f R>¡.
`Z Np„^uÆ lÆ dpZk R>¡. lÆ Np„^uÆ_p„ d„qv$fp¡ b„^pep„ _\u, Np„^uÆ_u Apfsu, Ýep_ L¡$ f¡NX$u Nhpsu _\u, Np„^uÆ_p ap¡V$p `f rsgL$ L$fhp\u L¡$ Np„^u_pd_u dpmp S>`hp\u L$p¡C Np„^uc¼s b_u iL$sy„ _\u. ApS>¡ "Np„^u k„âv$pe' _pd_p¡ L$p¡C k„âv$pe _\u A_¡ Myv$ Np„^uÆA¡ L$p¡C_p L¡$ L$ipe_p DÙpf L$fhp_p d„Óp¡ L¡$ D`v¡$ip¡ Apàep _\u. Np„^uÆ_u ApÐdL$\p hp„Qp¡ (dm¡ sp¡ S>ê$f hp„QÅ¡, vy$r_ep_y„ _„bf h_ b¡õV$ k¡gf R>¡; bpBbg `R>u.) sp¡ kdÅi¡ L¡$ Myv$ Np„^uÆ_u kÐe `pdhp_u L¡$ kÐe kdS>hp_u d\pdZ L¡$V$gu AOfu lsu. A¡dZ¡ kÐe_p "âep¡Np¡' S> L$ep® R>¡. ¼ep„e "Brs rkÙd¹' gC_¡ b¡ku Nep _\u. Ap S> L$pfZkf Np„^uÆ ApS>¡ `Z Q¡g¡ÞS>¡bg R>¡.
A_¡ Q¡g¡ÞS>¡bg R>¡ A¡V$g¡ S> sL®$ hX¡$, v$gug hX¡$ s¡d_¡ kdÆ iL$pe R>¡. A¡V$gy„ S> _l], kdS>hp R>sp„ s¡d_u kp\¡ k„ds _ \hp_u ApTpv$u R>¡ Ap dpZkdp„.
Aphy„ L¡$V$gp dpZkp¡ rhi¡ L$lu iL$pe? Np„^uÆ L$fsp„e h^y rhhpv$põ`v$ rlV$gf R>¡. NC kv$u_p kp¥\u dp¡V$p "l¡BV$ L¡$ç`¡B_'_y„ s¡ r_ip_ lsp¡ R>sp„ Myv$ s¡_p S> v¡$i_p gp¡L$p¡ s¡_¡ AdyL$ lv$\u h^pf¡ "kdS>hpgpeL$' _\u NZsp. Np„^uÆ bpbs¡ Aphy„ L$lu iL$pe?
Ad¡ _p_p lsp Ðepf¡ kdS>¡e Ap¡R>u, _¡ Jd¡fe Ap¡R>u. A¡V$g¡ ipmpdp„-a„¼i_y„dp„ Np„^uÆ_p„ hMpZ kp„cmu_¡ Ad_¡ Ap¡lp¡lp¡lp¡ \psy„. hmu S>fp Jdf h^u AV$g¡ hMpZ_p Ap¡hfX$p¡T\u Ad¡ AL$mphp gpÁep. A_¡ `R>u S>fp dp¡V$p Õep, _¡ Jdf A¡\ue¡ h^u (kdS> sp¡ lÆe¡ _\u h^u) Ðepf¡ Np„^uÆdp„ fk `X$hp dp„X$ép¡. b¡Qpf Qp¡`X$uey„ hp„Qu, b¡Qpf hpsy„ lp„cmu. d|m¡ Ad¡ cZsp N°pqaL$ qX$TpB_ A_¡ dpk-L$p¡çeyr_L¡$i__y„ AV$g¡ C A¢Ng\u Ad_¡ Np„^uÆ bh Bçâ¡k L$fu Áep. A¡L$ hpf L$p¡g¡S>dp„ A¡L$ kpl¡b `|R>¡ L¡$ sdpfp rlkpb¡ B[ÞX$epdp„ \e¡gp¡ b¡õV$ L¡$ç`¡B_ L$ep¡? sp¡ Ad¡ L$u^y„ "v$p„X$uL|$Q!'. kpl¡b lzriepf lsp. sfs kdÆ Áep `Z Ad_¡ ¼e¡, sd¡ kdÅhp¡ C b¡õV$ L¡$ç`¡B_ L¡$d?
Ad¡ L$u^y„ L¡$ bp¡gp¡ ApMp L¡$ç`¡B__u \ud S> L¡$V$gu Å¡fv$pf R>¡ L¡$ duWy„$, S>¡ vy$r_ep_p v$f¡L$ dpZk_p M`dp„ Aph¡ R>¡, cpfs_p¡ A¡L¡$A¡L$ dpZk S>¡_¡ ApBX¡$[ÞV$ape L$fu iL¡$ A¡hu Ap QuS> Mpgu QuS> _\u, A¡_p„ L¡$V$gp„ b^p„ dut_Ny„ R>¡! NyS>fpsudp„ S> duWy„$ A¡V$g¡ dfv$p_Nu, tlds, afS> A_¡ D`L$pf (g|Z Mp^y„ R>¡) S>¡hp L¡$V$gp L$p¡_p¡V¡$iÞk R>¡?
hmu Np„^u_p ApMp L¡$ç`¡B__y„ i¡X$éyg L¡$hy„ Å¡fv$pf? L¡$ Adv$phpv$_p kpbfdsu Apîd\u C _p_L$X$u V$p¡mL$u gC_¡ lpgsp„ lpgsp„ Åi¡ _¡ hukd¡ qv$' v$p„X$u `p¢Qi¡! Ap ApMp¡ huk qv$'_p¡ L¡$ç`¡B_ sp¡ Sy>hp¡? A¡dp„ X$p¡f-Vy$-X$p¡f A_¡ h_-Vy$-h_ L$p¡çeyr_L¡$i_ \pe. L$pfZ, v$p„X$uL|$Q NpdX¡$NpdX¡$\u `kpf \pe, kp„S> `X¡$ Ðep„ kcp \pe A_¡ kcpdp„e Mpgu L$p¡fpL$V$ L¡$ç`¡B_ õgp¡N_y„ _„C `Z lpe£ cS>_ \pe. ApMy„ Ap¡qX$ep¡ _¡ rhT¹eyAg c¡Ny„ \C Åe! hmu huk qv$'_p L¡$ç`¡B_ v$frdep_ vy$r_epcf_p„ AMbpfp¡dp„ A¡_p„ L$hf¡Å¡ Aph¡. ap¡V$p R>`pe, f¡qX$ep¡dp„ qf`p¡Vy¯$ Aph¡ A_¡ dyhuL¡$d¡fp hX¡$ ÞeyT-fug lpVy„$ i|qV„$N¡e \pe! ApV$ApV$gp _¡i_g A_¡ BÞV$f_¡i_g rdqX$ep_u lpe£ lpe£ R>¡L$ _p_pdp„ _p_p dpZk (rdr_dd qX$_p¡rd_¡V$f) gNu "d¡k¡S> BT X²$uh_ lp¡d!' A_¡ R>¡ëg¡ C `p¡sX$u `l¡f¡gp¡ dpZk L$f¡ R>¡ iy„? dpÓ A¡L$ dyÌ$u cfu_¡ duWy„$ D`pX¡$ R>¡, bk! C v$p„X$u_p v$qfepqL$_pf¡ L$p¡C Ad\p¡e S>C_¡ b¡ L$p¡\mp duWy„$ Dk¡X$u gpehp¡ lp¡s sp¡ Ap Bç`¡¼V$ dms Mfp¡?
Adpfp rlkpb¡ Np„^uÆ 20du kv$u_p N°¡V¡$õV$ L$p¡çeyr_L¡$i_ õV²¡$V¡$rS>õV$ lsp (rlV$gf_p¡ Np¡bëk _l]). A¡dZ¡ L$pev$p_p¡ c„N sp¡ L$ep£, `Z krh_e! A¡dZ¡ AklL$pf_u gX$s_p¡ d„Ó Apàep¡, `Z rhðeyÙdp„ A„N°¡S> kfL$pf_¡ klL$pf_u _p _ `pX$u. rhv¡$iu h÷p¡_u lp¡mu S>ê$f L$fp¡, `Z A¡L¡$A¡L$ S>Z f¢qV$ep¡ L$p„sp¡. duW$p hX¡$ "fp¡V$u' A_¡ Mpv$u hX¡$ "L$`X$p„' ky^u `lp¢Q_pf Np„^u Å¡ \p¡Xy„$ h^y Æìep lp¡s sp¡ L$p¡CL$ fus¡ "dL$p_'_p¡ lL$ v$f¡L$ _pNqfL$ iu fus¡ d¡mhu iL¡$ s¡_p¡ rkçbp¡g ip¡^u i¼ep lp¡s. (duWy„$ A_¡ Mpv$u âsuL$ lsp„, R>sp„ dpÓ âsuL$ _lp¡sp„.)
Np„^uÆA¡ ApTpv$u_p Arcep_dp„ ApS>¡ L$p¡`p£f¡V$ Bd¡S> dpV¡$ h`fpsp„ sdpd rhTÞk_p¡ `p¡sp_u fus¡ (A_¡ kpQp¡) D`ep¡N L$ep£. Mpv$u A¡ dpÓ X²¡$k L$p¡X$ _lp¡sp¡, `¡f¡gg BL$p¡_p¡du lsu. cS>_p¡ dpÓ b¡L$N°pDÞX$ çeyrTL$ L¡$ \ud kp¢Ák _lp¡sp„, s¡_u kp\¡ kpdprS>L$ _¥rsL$sp Å¡X$psu lsu. âp\®_p dpÓ tS>Nëk _lp¡su, ApMp Arcep__p¡ [õ`qfV$ lsu. `v$epÓpAp¡ dpÓ X¡$dp¡ÞõV²¡$i_ _lp¡su, "L$ÞT¹eydf `pqV®$rk`¡i_ Bh¡ÞV¹$k' lsu. s¡dZ¡ iê$ L$fph¡gp„ AMbpfp¡ A_¡ kpdreL$p¡ "L„$`_u S>_®g' _lp¡sp„, sdpd gMuhp„Qu iL$_pf dpV¡$_p„ rhQpfd„Q lsp„. W¡$f W¡$f Ecp \e¡gp Apîdp¡ dpÓ L$p¡`p£f¡V$ lpDkuk/Ap¡qakuk _lp¡sp„, bgL¡$ "Ap¡`_ lpDkuk' lsp„.
A_¡ L$p¡Z L$lu iL¡$ L¡$ Np„^uÆA¡ A¡L$ "gpBa õV$pBg' _\u Ap`u! L$p¡Z L$lu iL¡$ L¡$ Np„^uÆA¡ cpfs_¡ A_¡ cpfs_p S>_kdyv$pe_u ApMu õhps„Ôe_u gX$s_¡ A¡L$ "b°pÞX$ Bd¡S>' _lp¡su Ap`u? Af¡ Ðep„ ky^u L¡$ khpf_p `lp¡fdp„ âcpsa¡fu L$fsp ghfd|rR>ep R>p¡L$fpAp¡\u dp„X$u_¡ `peMp_p_u kapC L$fsp L$pe®L$fp¡, `p¡sp_p Ofdp„ b¡ku_¡ f¢qV$ep¡ L$p„ssu ÷uAp¡\u dp„X$u_¡ hp_fk¡_p fQu_¡ NguA¡ NguA¡ v¡$ic[¼s_p„ Nusp¡ Npsp„ V$pbqfep„Ap¡ ApMp Arcep__p "b°pÞX$ A¡çb¡k¡X$fp¡' lsp„!
Å¡L¡$ dÅ_u hps C R>¡ L¡$ ApS>L$pg cpS>` A_¡ k„O`qfhpf `Z Aphu Ås_u
b°pÞX$ Bd¡S> b_phhp_u `pR>m `X$u Áep R>¡! sd¡ L$l¡ip¡ L¡$ L¡$kfu kpap _¡ L¡$kqfep M¡k sp¡ `p¡rgqV$L$g Bd¡S> R>¡. sp¡ bp`ëep, L$p¡Z¡ L$u^y„ L¡$ Np„^uÆ_u gX$s `p¡rgqV$L$g _lp¡su? afL$ a¼s kp^_iyqÙ A_¡ Ýe¡eiyqÙ_p¡ R>¡. `Z Åhp Ûp¡, A¡hy„ `]S>Z L$fhp fluiy„ sp¡ ¼ep„e `pf _„C Aph¡, AV$g¡ T]L¡$ fpMp¡ bp`ëep, Ap„ep„ b^p Ap¡gfpBV$ R>¡!
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