Tinnu Anand's acting assignments
My first film as an actor was for Jalal Agha. It starred Sarika, Naseeruddin Shah and Amol Palekar.
Though the film never released, everybody in the industry saw it in the trial shows. People liked my character but as the film never released, I became a director.
One day, when I was shooting Shahenshah, I got a trunk call (STD call) from Madras (as Chennai was then known).
Sarika, who had got married to Kamal (Haasan) by then, was on the line. She told me they were planning a film called Pushpak.
Amrish Puri had promised them dates but had become very busy. They could not get actors from other south Indian languages. Kamalji saw my photograph somewhere and wanted me. I was asked to go to Chennai the next day, just for a day.
I told Kamalji I was working with Amitabh Bachchan and I couldn't change his dates. He pleaded with me.
So I went nervously to Amitabh's door and told him what the problem was.
He asked me, "'So, do you want to act?"
I said, "I don't mind because it is a silent film and it's an experimental film. And they are desperate to have me."
He told me to go. He said we could resume shooting the day after I got back.
That's how Pushpak happened.
While I was doing Pushpak, Kamal told me he had finished a 10 day shooting schedule for a film called Nayakan with a young director called Mani Ratnam. He praised Ratnam a lot. He thought that if the film was released, it would be a benchmark not just in Tamil cinema but in Hindi cinema as well.
He said there was a very important role being written and he had suggested my name.
I laughed and told him I was a director, not an actor.
But he insisted I do it. He said, "If it turns out the way we have planned it, you will never be able to walk the streets of Madras."
And, truly, when I walked the streets of Madras after the release of Nayakan and Pushpak, everyone knew me. That was a very, very important break that Kamal gave me... in both those films.
People did not recognise me as a director on the streets; they recognised me as an actor. That made me think acting was a better job.
Pushpak ran for 25 weeks in Bangalore (now known as Bengaluru). Whenever I've been to Bangalore, to a bar or a restaurant, someone has always picked up my bill. I have never paid a bill in Bangalore!
Even today, whenever I feel low, I drive to Mumbai's busy Linking Road. I stop my car and start walking. When people recognise me, it gives me a high.
At the same time, it gives me a warning that, in an actor's life, you can face what Rajesh Khanna faced.
He used to sit on the balcony in his bungalow at Carter Road (a well-known road and promenade in Mumbai's elite surburb, Bandra) in the later days of his life. At one time, he was the most famous actor in India, with the biggest fan following. And now, no one looked up at him on that balcony. No one cared that he was there.