Rhea Chakraborty penned a heartfelt note to her late boyfriend Sushant Singh Rajput on his first death anniversary on June 14.
The actress took to Instagram to share a picture and said she still could not believe he was not there any more.
'There isn't a moment where I believe that you aren't here anymore,' she wrote.
'They said that time heals everything, but you were my time and my everything. I know that you are my guardian angel now -- watching me with your telescope from the moon and protecting me. I wait for you everyday to come pick me up, I look for you everywhere -- I know you're here with me.
'It breaks me everyday, then I think of you saying -- 'You've got this bebu' -- and I carry on to the next day.
'A barrage of emotions cross my body everytime I think of you not being here. My heart aches to write this, my heart aches to feel anymore.
'There is no life without you, you took the meaning of it with you.
'This void cannot be filled.
'Without you, I'm standing still.
'My sweet sunshine boy, I promise to give you Malpua everyday and read all the quantum physics books in this world -- please come back to me.
'I miss you my best friend, my man, my love,' she wrote, signing off with 'Bebu and putput forever.'