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Adv$phpv$_¡ Ap„sffpô²ue L$np_y„ dlp_Nf b_phhy„ `X$i¡. sp¡ fõsp `f\u Npep¡_¡ lV$phhu `X$i¡. Adv$phpv$ v$rnZ ApqäL$p_p `pV$_Nf r`°V$p¡fuAp `pk¡\u iuMu iL¡$ R>¡. r`°V$p¡fuAp _p_y„ `pV$_Nf R>¡, õhÃR> sp¡ R>¡ S>, L$p¡C `Z il¡f lp¡hy„ S> Å¡CA¡. 1988dp„ r`°V$p¡fuApdp„ afu_¡ d¢ A¡L$ hõsy Å¡C R>¡ S>¡ d_¡ õ`i} NC R>¡. b^p S> dy¿e dpNp£_u b„_¡ sfa ÅL$pfpÞX$p_p„ awg h©np¡ hpìep„ R>¡. v$f hj£ Ap¡¼V$p¡bf Aph¡ R>¡ A_¡ awg_Nfu r`°V$p¡fuAp_u S>hp_u apV¡$ R>¡. awgp¡ Mughp_u, A_¡ Mfhp_u A¡ dp¥kd R>¡. ÅL$pfpÞX$p_p„ awgp¡_p¡ f„N dp¡h R>¡, ghÞX$f R>¡, dpv®$hu åëe| R>¡. ApMy„ _Nf åëe|$ åëe| åëe| b_u Åe R>¡, lhpAp¡ A_¡ `X$R>pepAp¡ A_¡ rdÅÅ¡ b^y„ S> apV$sp ÅL$pfpÞX$p_p åëe|\u sf \C Åe R>¡. v$rnZ ApqäL$p S>¡hp„ awgp¡ d¢ ¼ep„e Å¡ep„ _\u. rhïhdp„ S>¡V$gp„ awgp¡ EN¡ R>¡ A¡_p 10 V$L$p dpÓ A¡L$gp v$rnZ ApqäL$pdp EN¡ R>¡. A¡V$g¡ L¡$ v$rnZ ApqäL$pdp„ 22000 `°L$pf_p„ awgp¡ EN¡ R>¡. A¡L$ awg_y„ _pd R>¡ : hfkpv$_p¡ AhpS>! buÅ A¡L$ awg_y„ _pd R>¡ : ApN_y„ L$dm! ApN gpNu Nep `R>u `X¡$gu MpL$dp„\u A¡ EN¡ R>¡ dpV¡$ A¡_y„ _pd ApN_y„ L$dm A\hp apef-gugu R>¡! v$rnZ ApqäL$p_p kh®î¡›$ fpS>_urso A_¡ fpô²`rs qaëX$ dpi®g õdV¹$k¡ `p¡sp_y„ A¡L$ Mp_Nu l¡b¡qfed b_pìey„ lsy„. A¡ bpmL$p¡_¡ L$l¡sp : awgp¡_u `|Å L$fp¡ A_¡ `kpf \C ÅAp¡. Ap`Zu ^fsu `f awg A¡ kp¥\u dp¡Vy„$ rhõde R>¡. kdyÖp¡ R>¡, `h®sp¡ R>¡, qv$hk_u õhÃR> lhpAp¡ R>¡, fps_p V$dV$dsp spfpAp¡ R>¡ A_¡...v|$f v|$f_p c|sL$pmdp„\u Ap`Z_¡ Ap`Zp„ Av¹$cys awgp¡_p¡ hpfkp¡ dþep¡ R>¡!

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