Q„ÖL$p„s bnu A_¡ bpL$u b^p (1)
Q„ÖL$p„s bnu A_¡ bpL$u b^p (2)

Q„ÖL$p„s bnu A_¡ bpL$u b^p (3)

Q„ÖL$p„s bnu

rdÓ_¡ dp¡L$gp¡

lufpgpg ap¡amuAp_p¡ ApN°l lsp¡ L¡$ Adpf¡ hX$p¡v$fp S>hy„ A_¡ kyf¡i Å¡ju_¡ dmhy„. d_¡ lsy„ L¡$ V$¡²$_dp„ kaf \C S>i¡, r`L$r_L$ S>¡hy„ \C S>i¡. kyf¡i Å¡ju_p¡ eyr_hrk®V$u_p õV$pa ¼hp¡V®$fdp„ ãg¡V$ lsp¡. Apk`pk c¼sp¡_y„ h©„v$. A¡ qv$hk¡ L$ep rhjep¡_u QQp®Ap¡ \C lsu epv$ _\u, `Z M|b S> QQp®Ap¡ \C NC lsu. A_¡ kyf¡i Å¡ju_p¡ sqL$ep L$gpd kpeL$uL$ qX$õV$Þk hpf„hpf h`fpsp¡ lz„ _p¢^u i¼ep¡. Adpfu `°\d rdqV„$N S> gp¡lugylpZ \C NC. rhïhkprlÐe_p„ dp¡V$p„ _pdp¡ ER>msp„ füp„. AÐe„s DÃQ õsf_u `p¡g¡rd¼k a¢L$psu flu. kyf¡i Å¡ju ApV$gp¡ b^p¡ b„^ dpZk lsp¡, A¡ hps_y„ d_¡ kMs Apòe® lsy„. Q„ÖL$p„s bnu rS>hpsu A[õsÐhhpv$u tS>v$Nu_¡ ApV$gy„ b^y„ õ\|m dlÒh Ap`¡ R>¡, A¡_y„ A¡_¡ Apòe® lsy„. hÃQ¡ r_Ði¡, [õ`_p¡Tp, Bf¡Tdk, ¾p¡`p¡V$L$u_, ãeyAfbpL$, `°y^p¢, ìlpBV$l¡X$, kÞV$pe_ S>¡hp„ _pdp¡ b„_¡ sfa\u Aphsp„ Nep„.A¡L$ ls`°c Ap¡qX$eÞk¡, Mpdp¡i A_¡ rh[õds \C_¡, Ap Å¡ep L$fhp rkhpe buÅ¡ L$p¡C S> dpN® _ lsp¡. Adpfy„ `°\d rdg_ Adpfp ApÆh_ A„sf dpV¡$ rbgLy$g `ep®às lsy„. Adpfp¡ rhQpfc¡v$ b¡ rnrsÅ¡_p¡ lsp¡. V$p¡mu gC_¡ af_pfp dpZk_y„ Arcdp_ A_¡ lp\ KQp fpMu_¡ A¡L$gp gX$hp Esf_pf dpZk_p Nydp__p¡ A¡ V$L$fph lsp¡. A_¡ A¡ V$L$fph kyf¡i Å¡ju_p Ahkp_ ky^u füp¡.

kyfsdp„ Ad¡ A¡L$ S> d„Q `f\u `°hQ_ Apàep„. A_¡ L$gL$Ñp_u NyS>fpsu kprlÐe `qfjv$ (1961)dp„ NÛL$pfp¡_u `pR>m Ad_¡ b„_¡_¡ `pk¡ `pk¡ b¡kpX$hpdp„ Apìep lsp. A¡ Adpfp¡ `l¡gp¡ `qfQe. `°dyM Qy_ugpg h^®dp_ ipl lsp A_¡ v$f¡L$ g¡ML$_p `qfQe hMs¡ A¡ g¡ML$_¡ L¡$V$gp„ B_pdp¡ dþep„ R>¡ A¡_u k|rQ bp¡gu _pMsp lsp. kyf¡i¡ d_¡ L$üy„ : bnubpby! Ap`Z¡ kpfp g¡ML$p¡ _\u, Ap`Z_¡ B_pdp¡ dþep„ _\u! d_¡ epv$ R>¡ d¢ L$üy„ lsy„ : kyf¡ibpby! sd¡ sp¡ `°p¡a¡kf R>p¡, sd_¡ bp¡gsp„ AphX¡$ R>¡. d_¡ sp¡ bp¡gsp„ `Z AphX$sy„ _\u!... A_¡ d¢ kp¡_pNpR>u_p h¡íep rhõspfp¡dp„\u d_¡ L¡$hu fus¡ àgp¡V$ dm¡ R>¡, A¡_u DV$`V$p„N hpsp¡ L$fu lsu A_¡ dlp_ h©Ù g¡ML$p¡ AcX$pC Nep lp¡e A¡hp Aps„qL$s$ \C Nep lsp. A¡ qv$hkp¡dp„ lz„ ApL$pf_p¡ àgp¡V$ b_phu füp¡ lsp¡, S>¡_u `©›$c|rd kp¡_pNpR>u lsu.

kyf¡i Å¡ju L$gL$Ñp Apìep, L$gL$Ñpdp„ Aph_pf v$f¡L$ g¡ML$_¡ lz„ dpf¡ O¡f qX$„²L$$`pV$} Ap`sp¡. kyf¡idp„ rh`fus Akf \su, S>¡d S>¡d r`hpsy„ Åe A¡d A¡d A¡ N„cuf b_u S>sp¡ lsp¡. cf`|f `u^p `R>u Ad¡ NpX$uAp¡dp„ O|ku_¡ ap¡V®$ rhrged_u kpd¡ qfhfkpBX$ Nep. lz„ Ly$sy¯ A_¡ gy„Nu `l¡fu_¡ S> b¡ku Nep¡ lsp¡. A¡ fps¡ M|b dÅ Aphu. hX$p¡v$fp S>sp¡ Ðepf¡ kyf¡i Å¡ju_¡ dmsp¡, `Z hX$p¡v$fp blz S> Ap¡Ry>„ S>hp_y„ lsy„. A¡_¡ v$d_p¡ ìepr^ lsp¡. h^sp¡ Nep¡. v¡$lp„s_p kdpQpf kp„cþep Ðepf¡ f„rS>i A¡L$ S> hps_u \C L¡$ NyS>fpsu kprlÐedp„ A¡ dpfu `¡Yu_p¡ A¡L$ S> bfpbfu `°rsõ`^} lsp¡. lh¡ _\u. lh¡ L$p¡C füp¡ _\u.

Ddpi„L$f Å¡ju kp\¡ A¡d_p Ahkp_ ky^u gh-l¡V$ k„b„^ füp¡. OZp„ õhê`p¡dp„, OZp `°k„Np¡A¡, OZp„ hpsphfZp¡dp„ d¢ A¡d_¡ Å¡ep R>¡, kp„cþep R>¡, A¡d_u kp\¡ v$uO® Nà`p„Np¡r›$$ L$fu R>¡. L$gL$Ñp_p dlpÅrs kv$_dp„ Ddpi„L$f Å¡ju_y„ `°hQ_ lsy„. `°hQ_ `R>u lz„ d„Q `f S>C_¡ A¡d_¡ dþep¡, A¡dZ¡ 19`0_p v$iL$_p dÝe sfa dpfu A¡L$ hpsp® A¡L$ A^|fu hpsp® A¡d_p k„õL©$rsdp„ R>p`u lsu, `uW$ \pbX$u, kfk hpsp® gMu R>¡. `°kÞ_sp \C. A¡ qv$hkp¡dp„ Ddpi„L$f hpf„hpf L$gL$Ñp Aphsp A_¡ L$gL$Ñp_p `¥kpv$pfp¡ cdfX$pAp¡_u S>¡d A¡d_u Apk`pk O|dfpsp fl¡sp. Ddpi„L$f b^p_¡ Myi L$fsp fl¡sp lsp. A¡ kprlÐe_p ^d®Nyfy_u c|rdL$pdp„ blz T`pV$pb„^ kfL$u füp lsp A_¡ blz ksL®$ fl¡sp lsp. A¡d_¡ Mbf `X$u NC lsu L¡$ bnu blz hp„Q¡ R>¡. A_¡ `R>u Äepf¡ Äepf¡ Ad¡ dyL$prbg \sp, `°\d `°ï_ Aphsp¡ : bnu, ApS>L$pg iy„ hp„Qp¡ R>p¡? Ap `°ï_ A„s ky^u füp¡.

L$gL$Ñpdp„ A¡ qv$hkp¡dp„ rlÞv$u op_p¡v$e _uL$msy„ lsy„ A_¡ dpfp¡ v$p¡õs fd¡i bnu A¡_p¡ s„Óu lsp¡. lz„ rlÞv$udp„ v¡$icf_u `Ó`qÓL$pAp¡dp„ R>`psp¡ lsp¡ A_¡ A¡L$hpf A¡L$ rlÞv$u kprl[ÐeL$ Np¡r›$dp„ dpfp¡ `qfQe Ap`hpdp„ Apìep¡ lsp¡. bnuÆ rlÞv$u L¡$ `°dyM L$\pg¡ML$ sp¡ l¦ lu, g¡qL$_ NyS>fpsu d¢ cu Bs_p lu AÃR>p rgMs¡ l¦! lz„ ku^y„ rlÞv$udp„ S> gMsp¡ lsp¡ A_¡ dpfp dfp¡X$ `Z rlÞv$ucpju S>¡hp S> fl¡sp lsp A¡V$g¡ Aphy„ rh^p_ sØ_ Ak„bÙ _ lsy„. A¡L$hpf fd¡i bnuA¡ d_¡ Ddpi„L$f_p b¡ L$pìek„N°lp¡ Apàep (L$v$pQ N„Np¡Óu A_¡ r_iu\) A_¡ L$üy„ L¡$ s_¡ Apdp„\u î¡›$ gpN¡ A¡hu `„v$f-huk L$rhspAp¡_p rlÞv$u NÛdp„ A_yhpv$ L$fu Ap`! L$p¡C_¡ L$l¡hp_y„ _\u, `Z L$rhspAp¡ spfu ×rô$A¡ î¡›$ lp¡hu Å¡CA¡. d¢ dpfp rdÓ S>e„sucpC dl¡sp_¡ L$üy„. Ad¡ b„_¡A¡ huk-huk L$rhspAp¡ A¡L$buÅ\u AÅZ `k„v$ L$fu, `R>u V¡$gu L$fu. fd¡i bnu Adpfp b„_¡_p¡ rdÓ lsp¡. rlÞv$u A_yhpv$ A`pC Nep, cygpC Nep. A¡ qv$hkp¡dp„ Aphp„ L$pdp¡ dpV¡$ `yfõL$pf Ap`hp_p¡ qfhpS> _ lsp¡. A¡L$ qv$hk d¢ S>e„sucpC_¡ L$üy„ L¡$ Ap`Zp Ddpi„L$f op_`uW$ `yfõL$pf_u õ`^p®dp„ gpN¡ R>¡ L$pfZ L¡$ gÿduQ„v$ S>¥_ A_¡ fdp S>¥_ Ap_u kp\¡ k„L$mpe¡gp„ R>¡! A¡ hj£ Ddpi„L$f Å¡ju op_`uW$ `yfõL$pf-rhS>¡sp (L$Þ_X$p g¡ML$ kp\¡) \ep.

hps cygpC NC. Ap hps S>e„sucpC dl¡spA¡ Qy_ugpg dqX$ep L$gL$Ñp Apìep Ðepf¡ dqX$ep_¡ L$fu. dqX$epA¡ S>C_¡ Ddpi„L$f_¡ hps L$fu. Ddpi„L$f hpf„hpf L$gL$Ñp Aphsp fl¡sp lsp. lz„ ¼epf¡e A¡d_¡ dmhp S>sp¡ _ lsp¡. S>¡ `¥kpv$pfp¡ A¡d_¡ O¡fu g¡sp lsp A¡ d_¡ Ndsp _ lsp. A¡L$ qv$hk Ddpi„L$f¡ S>e„sucpC_¡ L$üy„ : dpf¡ bnu_¡ dmhy„ R>¡! S>e„sucpCA¡ L$üy„, bnu dpf¡ Ðep„ Aphi¡, sd¡ Esep® R>p¡ Ðep„ _l] Aph¡! d_¡ kdpQpf Ap`hpdp„ Apìep, Nep¡. Ddpi„L$f¡ `l¡gy„ hp¼e L$üy„ : Ca dlçdv$ X$T _p¡V$ L$d Vy$ ^ dpDÞV$_..., dpDÞV$_ rhg L$d Vy$ dlçdv$! lz„ lku Nep¡. õL|$gdp„ sdpfu cp¡rdep rh_p dpf¡ cdhp R>¡ Xy„$Nfp Np¡Mu R>¡. lL$ R>¡ sdpfp¡ d_¡ lzL$d L$fhp_p¡! A¡dZ¡ L$üy„ : sd¡ _ Apìep lp¡s sp¡ S>e„sucpC_¡ gC_¡ sdpf¡ O¡f Aphhp_y„ _½$u L$ey¯ lsy„...

`Z Adpfu v|$fu L$ped flu. d¢ NyS>fpsu kprlÐe_p dpfu `¡Yu_p A_¡ `|h® `¡Yu_p OZp Qdfb„^uAp¡_¡ kp„cþep R>¡, `Z Ddpi„L$f Å¡ju S>¡hp¡ `°Q„X$ h¼sp d¢ NyS>fpsu kprlÐeL$pfp¡dp„ Å¡ep¡ _\u, kp„cþep¡ _\u. NyS>fpsu kprlÐedp„ Ddpi„L$f Å¡ju S>¡hp¡ `°L$p„X$ kprlÐecpju ApS>¡ A¡L$ `Z _\u. A¡L$ `Z _l]! 1974dp„ `u.C.A¡_._u Ad©skf_u Ap¡g B[ÞX$ep L$p¡ÞafÞkdp„ qX$k¡çbf_u W„$X$udp„ Ddpi„L$f_p êddp„ gNcN `p¡Zp¡ X$T_ NyS>fpsu kprlÐeL$pfp¡ c¡Np \C Nep lsp. hpsp¡ iê \C A_¡ \p¡X$u rdr_V$p¡dp„ N°uL$ _pV$L$ `f Aphu NC. Ddpi„L$f A_¡ lz„ gNcN kpdkpd¡ b¡W$p lsp. `p¡Zp¡ L$gpL$ ky^u Ad¡ N°uL$ _pV$L$ rhi¡ hpsp¡ L$fsp füp A_¡ NyS>fpsu kprlÐe_p D`[õ\s `p¡Zp¡ X$T_ dlp_ g¡ML$p¡_u Ap„Mp¡ bp¡gb¡qf„N_u S>¡d Adpfp b¡ sfa afsu flu. QQp® L$fhp_u A¡hu dÅ blz Ap¡R>u Aphu R>¡. B[õL$gk A_¡ A¡_p„ _pV$L$p¡, kp¡ap¡¼g¡k, eyfu`uX$uk A_¡ A¡fuõV$p¡a¡_k, N°uL$ `pÓpg¡M_, ldpi}Ap A_¡ üyb°uk, V$¡²S>¡X$u_p rkÙp„sp¡ A_¡ ey_uV$uT, L¡$\pk}k... Ddpi„L$f S>bfv$õs Muëep. A¡ N°uL$ _pV$L$_p `yfõL$sp® lsp, lz„ N°uL$ V$¡²S>¡X$u_p¡ ApriL$ lsp¡. Ad¡ c|gu Nep L¡$ buÅ `p¡Zp¡ X$T_ dlp_ g¡ML$p¡ `Z D`[õ\s R>¡. Ad©skf\u ApÅ¡g (NyS>fps) Ad¡ kp\¡ Apìep. op_kÓ lsy„ S>¡dp„ d_¡ fk _ lsp¡ `Z b^p kp\¡ lsp A¡V$g¡ b¡dyfìhs \hp_u tlds \C _l]. `„Nsdp„ lz„ S>dhp b¡W$p¡ lsp¡ A_¡ Ddpi„L$f Q|`Qp` dpfu bpSy>dp„ b¡ku Nep. lz„ lõep¡ : `°cy! sd¡ Al]? Ddpi„L$f blz MyiMyipg lsp : bnu! L$pg¡ d_¡ dpfu v$uL$fuA¡ M|b ^dL$pìep¡! lz„ Å¡C füp¡ : L¡$d? A¡Z¡ L$üy„ L¡$ sd¡ A_¡ bnu S> hpsp¡ L$fsp lsp! bpL$u b^p Q|` lsp!... lz„ kdÄep¡, hps sØ_ kpQu lsu. d¢ L$üy„ : `R>u... sd¡ iy„ L$üy„? Ddpi„L$f k[õds bp¡ëep : d¢ L$üy„ L¡$... S>¡_¡ S>¡hy„ AphX¡$ A¡ bp¡g¡. Ap`Z¡ ¼ep„ L$p¡C_¡ fp¡¼ep lsp?

Ddpi„L$f¡ k„õL©$rs b„^ L$ey¯ Ðepf¡ dpfu `pk¡ A¡L$ kS>®L$ sfuL¡ dpfu L¡$qaes_p¡ g¡M dpÁep¡. dy„bC ap¡_ L$ep£, `Ó g¿ep¡. dpfp¡ S>hpb lsp¡, kS>®L$ sfuL¡$ dpfu L$p¡C S> L¡$qaes _\u, lz„ AphsuL$pg_¡ bv$g¡ ApS>¡ cygpC S>J sp¡ `Z iy„ aL®$ `X¡$ R>¡? L$p¡C aL®$ `X$sp¡ _\u! Ddpi„L$f ApN°lu lsp. A¡ L$l¡sp lsp : bnu, d¢ b^p_p g¡Mp¡ dNpìep R>¡. Äep„ ky^u sdpfp¡ g¡M _l] Aph¡ Ðep„ ky^u lz„ Ap rhi¡jp„L$p¡ _l] L$pYy„. bnu_u L¡$qaes Å¡CA¡... A_¡ aL®$_u hps Aphsu `¡YuAp¡ `f R>p¡X$u v$CA¡ sp¡? tS>v$Nudp„ R>¡ëgu hpf Ap dpNu füp¡ Ry>„...! lz„ NdNu_ \C Nep¡. Ddpi„L$fcpC, ¼epf¡ Å¡CA¡? kpd¡\u A¡d_p¡ AhpS> : sd¡ blz qX$rk[àgÞX$ fpBV$f R>p¡... d¢ A¡d_¡ ApNm bp¡ghp v$u^p _l]. Qpf qv$hk `R>u sd_¡ dmu S>i¡! A_¡ `°õsph_pdp„ Ddpi„L$f¡ dpÓ dpfp g¡M_p„ S>¡ AhsfZp¡ gu^p„ Ðepf¡ A¡L$ rhrQÓ rhjpv$p_„v$ \C Nep¡.

Ddpi„L$f Å¡ju\u lz„ Æh_cf v|$f füp¡. dpfu Ap„Mp¡dp„ A¡ ¼epf¡e L©$óZ b_u i¼ep _l], dpÓ ^©sfpô$² b_u_¡ flu Nep. A¡L$ S> Æc\u b¡ cpjp bp¡gu iL$hp_u dlpfs A¡ lprkg L$fu i¼ep lsp. A¡ flõede lsp. dpfu h„i _hgL$\p R>`psu lsu Ðepf¡ A¡L$ `°k„N¡ dþep, L$üy„ : `pqL$õsp_u NyS>fpsu Æh_ sd¡ S> ApV$gy„ kfk gMu iL$p¡! Ap`Zp _hgL$\p kprlÐedp„ Ap A¡L$ EZ` lsu! d¢ `|R¹>ey„ : Ddpi„L$fcpC, sd_¡ ApV$gp¡ kde dm¡ R>¡? DÑf : Å¡C gJ Ry>„! Aphu d¡^p, Aphu `°rscp, Aphp¡ rhfpV$ ìep` A_¡ kp\¡ kp\¡ ApV$gp Aq¾e, And `¡f¡kpBV¹$k_¡ kl_ L$fhp, Ap dpZk L¡$hu fus¡ L$fu i¼ep¡ lsp¡? d¢ A¡d_¡ qv$ëludp„ k„õL©$sdp„ `°hQ_ Ap`sp kp„cþep R>¡, A_¡ A¡ S> kde¡ A¡dZ¡ dpdL$p: _p¡ L¡$V$gp¡ ¿epg fp¿ep¡ lsp¡? Ddpi„L$f Å¡juAp¡ `¥v$p \sp _\u, A¡L$pv$ isL$dp„ A¡L$pv$ Ddpi„L$f Å¡ju Aphu Åe sp¡ A¡ kprlÐe MyiqL$õds lp¡hy„ Å¡CA¡. lz„ tS>v$Nucf A¡d_u Ap„Mp¡dp„ L$v$pQ NyS>fpsu kprlÐe_p¡ A¡L$ sp¡ap_u i|Ö lsp¡. dpfu bv$qL$õdsu lsu L¡$ dpfu gpgO|d Bdp_v$pfu_¡ gu^¡ dpfy„ õ\p_ A¡d_p v$fhpÅ_u blpf lsy„. M¡f, rl hp¡T ^ N°¡V¡$õV$...

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lfuÞÖ_p `Ó$_p¡ d¢ Ap`¡gp¡ DÑf kàV¡$çbf 3, 1989_p S>Þdc|rd `°hpkudp„ A¡Z¡ `°L$V$ L$ep£ lsp¡ : "r`°e lfuÞÖbpby... sdpfp¡ `°¡d`Ó hp„Ãep¡. MyiMyi \C S>hp_u hps _\u, cu_pcu_p \C S>hp_u hps R>¡. Apcpf iåv$ gMhp_y„ c|gu_¡ Mpdp¡i \C S>hp_u hps R>¡. A¡ dpfp¡ S>Þdqv$_ lsp¡. kàV¡$çbf 19 sdpfp¡ S>Þdqv$hk R>¡. d_¡ `8dy„, sd_¡ Aphs¡ drl_¡ `9dy„ b¡ki¡. s|V$sp s|V$sp `Z Ap`Z¡ gp„b„y Æhu füp R>uA¡ A¡hu Api„L$p füp L$f¡ R>¡! M¡f, A¡X¹$hpÞkdp„ S>Þdqv$_ dybpfL$. Myilpg flp¡ A¡hu bk, A¡L$ v$p¡õs_u vy$ApAp¡... 19`6-19`7dp„ sd¡ dpfu `l¡gu _hgL$\p `X$Op X|$bu Nep_u kdunp gMu lsu...ApS>¡> sd¡ dpfp 91dp `yõsL$ rhi¡ g¿ey„ R>¡. hÃQ¡\u a¼s 90 `yõsL$p¡ S> `kpf \C Nep„ R>¡, S>¡_y„ dlÒh v$p¡õsu L$fsp„ Ap¡Ry>„ R>¡. Ap„Mp¡ gX$su fl¡i¡ `Z qv$g_u ^X$L$_p¡_u dqÙd-dqÙd \pL$_u ge_¡, Nygpbu v$p¡õsp_p_u sS>®_¡ lh¡ Ap`Z¡ S>¿du _l] \hp v$CA¡... sd¡ d_¡ a¥T_u L¡$k¡V$ a¥T_p AhpS>dp„ Ap`u lsu. Ap`Z¡ dpÓ R>p`p_p `ÓL$pfp¡ _\u, Ap`Z¡ qv$g_p bpv$iplp¡ R>uA¡. kfk Ql¡fp¡, kfk NÛM„X$, kfk ^|_ Å¡C, hp„Qu, kp„cmu_¡ ApL$pi_¡ kgpd L$fuA¡ A¡hp L©$so BÞkp_p¡ R>uA¡, S>¡_¡ vy$r_ep L$gpL$pfp¡ L$l¡ R>¡... Äep„ Äep„ Nep¡ Ry>„ L¡$k¡V$p¡_p¡ YNgp¡ gC Apìep¡ Ry>„... Äepf¡ qv$g \pe, lfuÞÖbpby, dpfy„ Of Myëgy„ R>¡. bpfuAp¡ b„^ L$fu v$Ciy„. vy$r_epcf_p AhpÅ¡ R>p¡X$u d|L$uiy„... M¡f, S>Mdp¡ kl_ L$fhp_y„ sp¡ qL$õdsdp„ gMphu_¡ gpìep¡ Ry>„. A¡V$g¡ lh¡ d_¡ riL$pes L$fhp_p¡ lL$ `Z füp¡ _\u... A¡ iê_p„ hjp£ A¡ Ap`Zu dyh¡bg qaõV$ lsu. A¡ hMs¡ Ap`Zu kpd¡ NyS>fpsu kprlÐe_p v¡$hspAp¡_p„ _pdp¡ Tmlmsp„ lsp„ : L$_¥epgpg dy_iu, fdZgpg v¡$kpC, ^|dL¡$sy, Th¡fQ„v$ d¡OpZu...! A_¡ Ap`Z_¡ tiNX$p„ ENu füp„ lsp„...

1984dp„ sd¡ A_¡ lz„ b„_¡ Þey ep¡L®$dp„ lsp. v$p¡Y dpk b„_¡ `|fp Ad¡qfL$pdp„ aep® `Z dþep _l]. a¼s B[ÞX$ep A¡b°p¡X$dp„ Ap`Z¡ A¡L$buÅ rhi¡ hp„Qsp füp! tS>v$Nudp„ Aphu L$p¡d¡X$u `Z R>¡. A_¡ dy„bCdp„ `Z A¡L$buÅ_¡ `Óp¡ gMuA¡ R>uA¡... lh¡ dl¡qagp¡ ES>X$u flu R>¡. sy„ L$l¡_pfp `Z tS>v$Nudp„\u Ap¡R>p \C Nep R>¡. b¡Nd A¿sf_u gpB_p¡ epv$ Aphu Åe A¡hu Mpdp¡iu R>¡.

ldpf¡ bpv$ A„^¡fp R>pe¡Np d¡lqagd¢
blp¡s QfpN S>gpAp¡N¡ fp¡i_u L¡$ rge¡...

k`°¡d...-bnu

iy„ lp¡e R>¡ g¡ML$ `pk¡? bk, A¡L$ S> tS>v$Nu!

(S|>_, 1996)

bnu_¡ Ndsp bnu rhcpN_p h^y g¡Mp¡ hp„Qhp dpV¡$ Al] [¼gL$ L$fp¡

Ap g¡M Ap`_¡ L¡$hp¡ gpÁep¡?