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k„hpv$_p¡ kpdpÞe A\® R>¡, b¡ ìe[¼sAp¡ hÃQ¡_u hpsQus A\hp dp¥rML$, ip[åv$L$ ìehlpf, S>¡dp„ iåv$p¡ A_¡ hp¼ep¡_y„ Apv$p_`°v$p_ \pe R>¡. k„hpv$_¡ dpV¡$ A„N°¡S> iåv$ X$pepgp¡N R>¡ A_¡ X$pepgp¡N iåv$_p õ`¡tgN_u rhriô$sp A¡ R>¡ L¡$ A¡dp„ A„N°¡Æ cpjp_p `p„Q¡ `p„Q õhfp¡ Aphu Åe R>¡, A¡-B-ApC-Ap¡-e|! A¡L$ `R>u A¡L$ ìe[¼s hps L$f¡, A¡L$ hps L$f¡ A_¡ buÅ¡ kp„cm¡, `R>u buÅ¡ hps L$f¡ A_¡ `l¡gp¡ kp„cm¡. Ap_p\u Sy>v$p¡ A¡L$ iåv$ R>¡ S>¡_¡ "X$éyAp¡gp¡N' A\hp A¡L$`nu k„hpv$ L$l¡hpe R>¡, S>¡_¡ qaëdp¡dp„ hp`fhpdp„ Aph¡ R>¡. A¡L$ ìe[¼s `p¡sp_u hps L$f¡ A_¡ buÆ ìe[¼s bp¡ëep rh_p kp„cmu fl¡, A¡ X$éyAp¡gp¡N R>¡. ä¡„Q qaëd "lufp¡iudp, dp¢ Apdyf' (lufp¡iudp, dpe gh!) qaëddp„ ä¡„Q Arc_¡Óu BdpÞeyA¡g fuhp A_¡ A¡L$ Å`p_u A¡[ÞS>r_ef lufp¡iudp _Nfdp„, A¡V$d bp¡çb\u Ýhõs \C Ne¡gp lufp¡iudp_u hps L$f¡ R>¡, Å`p_u `yfyj hps L$f¡ R>¡ A_¡ ä¡„Q ÷u dpÓ kp„cmu fl¡ R>¡, `pR>m fps R>¡, ^fpipeu lufp¡iudp _Nf R>¡. A¡L$ S> bp¡g¡, buÅ¡ kp„cþep L$f¡, A¡ X$éyAp¡gp¡N R>¡. _pV$L$dp„ dp¡_p¡gp¡N A_¡ kp¡gugp¡¼hu lp¡e R>¡. d„Q `f Arc_¡sp A¡L$gp¡ lp¡e A_¡ bp¡gsp¡ lp¡e `Z v$i®L$p¡ kp\¡ "hps' L$fsp¡ lp¡e A¡ dp¡_p¡gp¡N R>¡. A¡L$p¡[¼s R>¡. `Z kp¡gugp¡¼hudp„ h¼sp A¡_p õhNs_p d_p¡rhïhdp„ Npeb \C Åe R>¡.

k„hpv$_¡ dpV¡$ cpjp, A_¡ cpjp_p¡ Ýhr_, A_¡ cpjp_p¡ A\® S>êfu R>¡? r_:iåv$ k„hpv$ \C iL¡$ R>¡? k„hpv$_p¡ Apie R>¡, A¡L$ bp¡g¡, A_¡ buÅ¡ A¡_u hps kdS>¡. cpjp Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zp ìehlpf_u klwrges dpV¡$ `°L$V$phu R>¡, A_¡ cpjp_¡ S>bfv$õs b„^_p¡ R>¡. cpjp A\®_¡ L¡$ d_p¡rhQpf_¡ Ry>`phhp dpV¡$ `Z hp`fu iL$pe R>¡. cpjp Ngsaldu L¡$ Myialdu `¡v$p L$fu iL¡$ R>¡. k„hpv$ dpV¡$ (1) dpÓ cpjp S> S>êfu _\u, cpjp rkhpe `Z L„CL$ Å¡CA¡ R>¡, A_¡ (f) dp¥__p¡ D`ep¡N \C iL¡$ R>¡! L$p¡çeyr_L¡$i_ L¡$ `°Ðepe__u cf`|f dep®v$pAp¡ R>¡.

sdpfp¡ L|$sfp¡ A_¡ sd¡ iåv$ bp¡ëep rh_p, A¡L$buÅ_p¡ dyX$ kdÆ iL$p¡ R>p¡. sdpfp Op¡X$p A_¡ sdpfu hÃQ¡ kdS>v$pfu_p¡ A¡L$ k„b„^ Ecfu Q|¼ep¡ R>¡, S>¡dp„ g¡rML$ L¡$ hprQL$ cpjp_u S>êf _\u. dpsp A_¡ riiy A¡L$buÅ_¡ krhi¡j kdS>¡ R>¡ A_¡ A¡ dpV¡$ L$p¡C bpü k„hpv$_u S>êf fl¡su _\u. h©Ù v„$`su A¡L$ S> Ofdp„ 40/4` hj® kp\¡ Æìep `R>u A¡L$ iåv$ bp¡ëep rh_p, A¡L$buÅ_¡ 100 V$L$p kdÆ iL¡$ R>¡. A¡d_¡ A¡n`°¡i_ L¡$ Arcìe[¼s_u `Z S>êf flu _\u. sd¡ Ap„Mp¡ b„^ L$fu_¡ `°p\®_p L$fp¡ R>p¡ Ðepf¡ cpjp R>¡, `Z A\® rh_p A¡L$ k|ÿd k„hpv$, sdpfp¡ A_¡ sdpfp kS>®_lpf hÃQ¡_p¡, sd¡ A_ychu füp R>p¡? `°pZuAp¡dp„ k„hpv$ _\u? sfsp l„k bfpbf A_¡ A¡L$buÅ_u `pR>m A_¡ kp\¡ sfu füp R>¡, h©n_u X$pmuAp¡ `f b¡W¡$gp hp„v$fp A¡L$buÅ_¡ bfpbf kdS>¡ R>¡, b^u `°h©rÑAp¡ kp\¡ L$f¡ R>¡, L$uX$uAp¡ v$p¡X¡$ R>¡ A_¡ Ðhfp\u A¡L$buÅ_¡ dm¡ R>¡ A_¡ Ðhfp\u A¡L$buÅ\u R|>V$u `X$u Åe R>¡. A_¡ L„$CL$ Ap`g¡ \C Åe R>¡. Ap `Z k|ÿd k„hpv$ R>¡. fps_p `l¡gp A^® A„^L$pfdp„ sdfp„ bp¡gsp„ k„cmpe R>¡. sdfp„dp„ `°\d S>¡ Ny„Åfh \pe R>¡ A¡ _f sdfp„_p¡ "d¡qV„$N L$p¡g' R>¡! `R>u S>¡ Ny„Åfh Aph¡ R>¡ `°ÐeyÑf Ap`sp„ dpv$p sdfp„_p¡ Ýhr_ R>¡. Ap L$fpds Ly$v$fs_u R>¡.

Äepf¡ A¡L$ dpZk buÅ dpZk_u k„dyM Aphu_¡ bp¡g¡ R>¡ A_¡ b„_¡ hpsp¡ L$f¡ R>¡ Ðepf¡ kp¥\u dlÒh_u hps b„_¡_u Ap„Mp¡_y„ k„^p_ R>¡. kpd¡ Ec¡gu L¡$ b¡W¡$gu ìe[¼s_u kp\¡ Ap„Mp¡ b„^ L$fu_¡ hps L$fu R>¡? Ap„Mp¡ b„^ L$fu_¡ hpsp¡ \C iL$su _\u, A¡ b¡Cdp_u R>¡. b¡ Ap„Mp¡ kpdkpd¡ Aph¡ R>¡ Ðepf¡ S> rhïhpk_p¡ S>Þd \pe R>¡. dpV¡$ V$uhudp„ bp¡g_pf dpZk¡ L¡$d¡fp_u gpgbÑu sfa Å¡C_¡ bp¡ghp_y„ lp¡e R>¡. kpd¡ A¡L$ `Z Ql¡fp¡ _\u, A¡L$ `Z Ap„M _\u, `Z Äep„ Äep„ V$²pÞkdui_ R>¡ Ðep„ Ðep„ gpMp¡ Ap„Mp¡ sdpfu Ap„Mp¡dp„ Å¡C flu R>¡! A\hp A¡_u Ap„Mp¡dp„ Å¡ep rh_p, ApXy„$ Å¡C_¡ hps L$fu R>¡? dpV¡$ A¡ Apcpk `¥v$p L$fhp_p¡ R>¡ L¡$ sd¡ A¡ gpMp¡ Å¡X$u Ap„Mp¡dp„_u v$f¡L$ b¡ Ap„Mp¡dp„ Å¡C_¡ S> rhïhpk\u bp¡gu füp R>p¡! Ap Arc_e AÐe„s L$qW$_ R>¡, dpV¡$ V$uhu_p `X$v$p `f Aphu_¡ bp¡gsp¡ AhpS> OZu hpf S|>W$p¡ gpN¡ R>¡. Ap„M b„^ fpMu_¡ L$p¡C k„hpv$ \sp¡ _\u. Ap„Mp¡ k„spX$u iL$su _\u, Ap„Mp¡_p¡ ^d® R>¡ `v$p®api L$fhp_p¡! îp¡spAp¡_u Ap„Mp¡, c¼s_u Ap„Mp¡, bpmL$_u Ap„Mp¡, dprgL$_u Ap„Mp¡, rcMpfu_u Ap„Mp¡... v$f¡L$ Ap„M_u `°hprlsp Sy>v$u R>¡, õhuL$pf Sy>v$p¡ R>¡, cph Sy>v$p¡ R>¡. Äepf¡ lz„ `°hQ_ L$fy„ Ry>„ Ðepf¡ `Z A¡L$ k„hpv$ \sp¡ lp¡e R>¡, dpfp AhpS>_p¡ A_¡ dpfp A¡L$ lÅf îp¡spAp¡_u A¡L$ lÅf Mpdp¡iuAp¡_p¡, Ýhr__p¡ A_¡ dp¥__p¡, b¡ byqÙAp¡_p¡. b¡X$êddp„ A¡L$ ÷u A_¡ A¡L$ `yfyj `°¡d L$f¡ R>¡ Ðepf¡ `Z b¡ dp¥__p¡ k„hpv$ S> Qpgu füp¡ R>¡ L$pfZ L¡$ ifufp¡ h¼sìe Ap`¡ R>¡, ifufp¡ bp¡g¡ R>¡, iåv$ L¡$ Ýhr_ rh_p A_¡ A\®\u hS>_v$pf \C Ne¡gp dp¥__u cpjpdp„. Al] A_\® L¡$ N¡fkdS|>su_p¡ L$p¡C `°ï_ S> fl¡sp¡ _\u, cpjp _ lp¡hp R>sp„. Al] rhk„hpv$ _\u, cpjp _ lp¡hp R>sp„ k„hpv$ k„`|Z® R>¡...

dpZkp¡_p¡ _¡sp dpZkp¡_u ApNm Qpg¡ R>¡ A_¡ O¡V$p„bL$fp„_p¡ _¡sp O¡V$p„bL$fp„_u `pR>m `pR>m Qpg¡ R>¡. A¡ b¡_u hÃQ¡ A¡L$ A×íe k„hpv$ `°hs£ R>¡. Dv|®$dp„ A¡L$ iåv$ R>¡ : ld¿hpbp! A\® \pe R>¡ kp\¡ k|_pfu ÷u, `Ð_u. hpõshdp„ A\® A¡ R>¡ L¡$ kp\¡ k|_pfu A¡ ÷u S>¡ kp\¡ kp\¡ ¿hpb `Z Sy>A¡ R>¡! A¡L$ `\pfu `f b¡ dp\p„ A¡L$ dp\¡ A¡L$ S> õhà_ Sy>A¡ A¡ L$ep `°L$pf_u k„hpqv$sp R>¡? bpL$u sp¡ apfku-Afbu `pk¡ Ap `°L$pf_p L¡$V$gpL$ Aagps|_ iåv$p¡ R>¡. \p¡X$p iåv$p¡: ldr_hpgp (kp\¡ L$p¡rmep¡ Mp_pf, kp\¡ S>d_pfp), hpõshdp„ ldr`epgp_p¡ iåv$p\® \pe R>¡, A¡L$ S> àepg¡ `u_pfp! ldfpl A¡V$g¡ kp\¡ Qpg_pf, ld_ak A¡V$g¡ kp\¡ ïhpk g¡_pfp A_¡ ldrbõsfu A¡V$g¡? klie_, k¡¼k A¡¼V$.

k„hpv$ iåv$_y„ d|m Np¡Ó kd + hpv$ R>¡... A_¡ b¡ bl¡fp dpZkp¡ S>¡ A¡L$buÅ_p AhpS>_¡ kp„cmu iL$sp _\u, A¡ `Z A¡L$buÅ_u "hps' kdÆ iL¡$ R>¡, A_¡ A¡L$buÅ_¡ `p¡sp_u "hps' l\¡muAp¡ A_¡ Ap„NmuAp¡ Üpfp L$fu iL¡$ R>¡. A¡d_u cpjp iåv$p¡ Üpfp _l] `Z ifufp¡ Üpfp ìe¼s \pe R>¡. "hpsQus' iåv$_u ìeyÐ`rÑ kdÅsu _\u. k„õ¼©sdp„ "rQÑ' iåv$ R>¡, A_¡ "Qushy„' iåv$_p¡ A\® iåv$L$p¡i Ap `°dpZ¡ Ap`¡ R>¡ : ^pfhy„, L$ë`hy„ A\hp BÃR>hy„! hps L$fhu A_¡ A¡ hps v$fqdep_ ^pfhp_u `°q¾ep Qpgy fl¡ A¡_¡ hpsQus L$l¡hpe R>¡? Mbf _\u. `Z hpsQus NyS>fpsu cpjp_p¡ õhuL$pe® ìehlpf `°ep¡N R>¡.

fkip÷ 9 fkp¡_u hps L$f¡ R>¡ A_¡ Ap v$f¡L$ fk A¡L$ cph R>¡. fp¥Öfk Ap _h fkp¡dp„_p¡ A¡L$ S> fk R>¡ A_¡ A¡_¡ Å¡ k„hpv$_p k„v$c®dp„ dpÓ A¡L$ ×ô$p„sê`¡ Å¡CA¡ sp¡ iy„ args \pe R>¡? dpÓ dyM `f_p a¡fapfp¡\u _s®L$u L¡$ _s®L$ L$lu iL¡$ R>¡ L¡$ Ap i©„Npffk R>¡ L¡$ huffk R>¡ L¡$ fp¥Öfk R>¡? Nyõkp¡ L$fhp dpV¡$ iåv$p¡ Å¡CA¡ R>¡? A_¡ Nyõkp¡ L$fsu hMs¡ dpZk `pk¡ iåv$_y„ Qe_ L$fhp S>¡V$gp¡ AhL$pi L¡$ ^¥e® L¡$ k„syg_ lp¡e R>¡? Nyõkp¡ L$p¡çeyr_L¡$V$ L$fhp dpV¡$ L¡$V$gp \p¡X$p iåv$p¡ L¡$ lphcph_u S>êf `X¡$ R>¡? Npm L¡$ L$l¡hs Äepf¡ bp¡gpe R>¡ Ðepf¡ A¡ k„hpv$_y„ AL®$ê`u L$p¡ÞkÞV$²¡V$ R>¡! A¡ hps rbgLy$g dd®õ\p__¡ õ`i£ R>¡ A_¡ A¡dp„ N¡fkdS|>su_y„ L$p¡C S> L$pfZ fl¡sy„ _\u. `yfyj_p Nyõkp_¡ lz„ `yfyj_p¡ kpdreL$ fS>öph NÏ„ Ry>„, S>¡ kde-Akde \sp¡ fl¡ R>¡. ¾p¡^, Ap¾p¡i, DN°sp kpfp NyZp¡ _\u L$pfZ L¡$ A¡_p\u ×rô$ ^|„^mu b_u Åe R>¡, `Z Nyõkp¡ s¡S>k_p¡ A„i _\u? s¡S>, s¡S>k, s¡S>õhu iåv$p¡ Nyõkp_p kNp¡Óu iåv$p¡ R>¡? Äepf¡ d_yóe cph_u DÃQ [õ\rs `f Qpëep¡ Åe R>¡ Ðepf¡ iåv$p¡_u blz S> Ap¡R>u S>êf `X¡$ R>¡, A_¡ Ýhr_`|Z® k„hpv$ `Z ¾di: A\®lu_ \sp¡ Åe R>¡. b„^ Ap„Mp¡ A\hp A„^ Ap„Mp¡hpmp¡ dpZk Äepf¡ `°cy_u õsyrs Npsp¡ lp¡e Ðepf¡ A¡ k„hpv$ lp¡e R>¡?

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dp¥_„ k„drsgnZd¹ dp¥_ A¡ k„drs_y„ gnZ R>¡.

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Ap g¡M Ap`_¡ L¡$hp¡ gpÁep¡?