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'The challenge suited her personality' Usha Bhagat | January 25, 2006 11:59 IST Last Updated: January 25, 2006 14:10 IST
January 24, 1966 was the day Indira Gandhi was sworn in as India's third prime minister. It was not an easy elevation to the office her father Jawaharlal Nehru had dominated for 17 long years. Soon after Lal Bahadur Shastri's untimely death in Tashkent on January 11, 1966, the Congress party's old guard -- men like K Kamaraj, S K Patil and Atulya Ghosh -- backed Indira Gandhi against Morarji Desai, because they felt she would be more amenable to their demands and dictates than the stern and uncompromising Desai. It was a judgement they would come to rue. Just three years later, the woman, many in the old guard had once described as 'gungi gudiya' (dumb doll), would split the Congress, marginalising men like Kamaraj, Patil, Ghosh and Desai to the sidelines of Indian politics, as she cast the party in her own image. Indira Gandhi was a leader like none other in India's post-independence history. Usha Bhagat, who worked closely with her, recalls those heady days, when Indira Gandhi took charge, 40 years ago: Shastriji's sudden death not only shocked the nation but also created uncertainty once again about the political future of the country less than two years after Panditji's death. This led to frantic political activity and a tussle for leadership, with Mrs Gandhi emerging as the prime minister. Regarding Mrs Gandhi's frailty, Katherine Frank writes: 'Though she often appeared frail and vulnerable, there was a hard and resilent core within her: she never collapsed.' 'Indira Gandhi was uncomfortable with educated people' When Mrs Gandhi was elected prime minister, I went to congratulate her. I still remember that her face had a glow of an inner radiance. Perhaps for the first time she felt a sense of personal fulfillment. Most of her life she had done things for others or because of others, which had constrained or restricted her, without giving any fulfillment. Perhaps she suddenly felt free of those feelings. In the first decade that I knew Mrs Gandhi, she was frequently moody, irritable, and often ailing. When she became the prime minister and faced challenges on her own, I feel this brought out her potential, creative energy, and inner reserves, and she gained in confidence and her sense of well-being was enhanced. As (biographer) Mary C Carras writes: 'It (the job) also offered her a degree of challenge that suited her personality and the opportunity to exercise skills and develop capabilities -– thus satisfying (her) need for self-fulfillment. I remember the first speech she had to broadcast on All India Radio soon after becoming the prime minister. She had to go to the radio station to make a live presentation. The time had been fixed. The speech was still being finalised and was being translated into Hindi and typed. Mrs Gandhi left for AIR with some pages while I waited for the last pages to be typed and then rushed to the station afterwards. While the discussions were about literature and related matters, it was amusing to note that a number of these intellectuals seemed quite desirous of state patronage. It was refreshing to see rebel streaks in two young poets, but one of them, over a period of time, cultivated a person in the prime minister's personal office and eventually managed to become an member of Parliament. Excerpted from Indiraji: Through My Eyes by Usha Bhagat, Penguin Viking India, with the publishers' permission. Ms Bhagat was a kindergarten teacher in the little school where Rajiv and Sanjay Gandhi came to study. She gave up her job to become Indira Gandhi's secretary and worked closely with her for about 31 years, attending to her personal and official matters. She witnessed Indira Gandhi's happiest and saddest moments and had a close, personal view of the life of India's only woman prime minister. She lives in the capital and has been associated with the Sangeet Natak Akademi, the Indian Council of Cultural Relations, Republic Day celebrations and more. Image: Reuben NV Images: India's Iron Lady
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