L$p[Þs cË$

elu dL$kv$ leps¡ BíL$ L$p l¥ tS>v$Nu,
tS>v$Nu L$p¡ `lQp_¡

ApS>_p S>Ns_p dp_hu_u kpQu `uX$p iy„ R>¡? bS>¡V$ Mfpb R>¡? i¡fbÅfdp„ Np¡V$pmp \pe R>¡? L$pídufdp„ M|_pdfL$u \pe R>¡? sdpfp huS>mu-V¡$rgap¡__p„ rbg KQp„ Aph¡ R>¡? sdpfp `¥kp_u L$p¡C DQp`s L$fu Ney„ R>¡? Ap b^p S> âï_p¡ EL$gu Åe R>¡. A¡L$ âï_ S>¡_¡ L$p¡C Å¡C iL$sy„ _\u s¡ sdpfu kp\¡ lp¡e R>¡. s¡ sdpfu d__u `uX$p R>¡. dpÓ `uX$p _l] `Z sdpf¡ buÆ hlpgpdp„ hlpgu ìe[¼s kp\¡, k„õ\p kp\¡, ìe[¼sAp¡ kp\¡ â¡rdL$p kp\¡ L¡$ `Ð_u kp\¡ `¡B_azgu L$_¡¼V¡$X$ fl¡hy„ `X¡$ R>¡. kpdy„ `pÓ sd_¡ kss vy$:M Ap`¡, kss sdpfu Ahdp__p L$f¡, ÅZu Å¡C_¡ `uX$p Ap`¡ R>sp„ sdpf¡ s¡_u kp\¡ Å¡X$pC fl¡hy„ `X¡$ R>¡.

_p, dpÓ cp¥rsL$ NfS>\u S> _l] `Z buÅ L$p¡C ANçe dp_rkL$ M¢QpZ\u Å¡X$pC fl¡hy„ `X¡$ R>¡.

lp¡guh|X$_u _p¡h£rS>e_ rlfp¡C_ guh Dgd_ lp¡guh|X$dp„ Aphu A_¡ õhuqX$i qaëdr_dp®sp HNdpf bN®d¡__p â\d k„`L®$dp„ Aphu. A¡ hMs¡ bÞ_¡ dÝe he¡ `lp¢Q¡gp„. Ðepf¡ S> bÞ_¡ hÃQ¡ â¡d \ep¡. s¡ hMs guh Dgd_¡ iåv$p¡ hp`ep®, ""hu hyX$ bu `¡B_azgu L$_¡¼V¡$X$. Ad_¡ Mpsfu lsu L¡$ Ad¡ A¡L$buÅ_¡ `uX$hp_p„ R>uA¡. A_¡ A¡ `uX$p Üpfp S> Ad¡ L$_¡¼V¡$X$ fl¡hp_p„ R>uA¡.'' OZu qaëdu lõsuAp¡_u Q¡shZu R>sp„ bÞ_¡ â¡ddp„ `X$u_¡ `fZu_¡ R|>V$p„ `X¡$gp„.

k¡¼kp¡gp¡rS>õV$ X$p¡. âL$pi L$p¡W$pfu_¡ d¡„ `|R¹>ey„ L¡$ `rs-`Ð_u L¡$ â¡duAp¡ A¡L$buÅ_¡ r^½$pfsp„ lp¡e R>sp„ L¡$d kp\¡ fl¡ R>¡? Ðepf¡ s¡dZ¡ L$üy„ L¡$ :

elu dL$kv$ leps¡ BíL$ L$p l¥ tS>v$Nu,
tS>v$Nu L$p¡ `lQp_¡.

X$p¡. L$p¡W$pfu, k¡¼kp¡gp¡rS>õV$ kp\¡ kp\¡ ipefu_p bX$p ip¡Mu_ R>¡. s¡dZ¡ Ap `„[¼s Üpfp blz S> KQu qagk|au L$lu _pMu.

rdëV$_ hp¡X®$ _pd_p A¡L$ Ad¡qfL$p_p qagk|a A_¡ X$p¡¼V$f cpfs Apìep. cpfsdp„ s¡Ap¡ õhpdu fpdd|rs® A_¡ õhpdu ks¹rQv$p_„v$_¡ dmu_¡ dp_hu_p d__u `uX$p_p ApV$`pV$p kdS>hp Aph¡gp. rldpgedp„ S>C_¡ kp^_p L$fu. `R>u s¡dZ¡ A¡L$ Av¹$cys `yõsL$ g¿ey„, "^ rb°qgeÞV$ a„¼i_ Ap¡a `¡B_.' s¡dp„ g¡ML$ L$l¡ R>¡ L¡$ `uX$p dp_hu dpV¡$ blz S> Ähg„s L$pdNufu L$f¡ R>¡. `uX$p X$fhp S>¡hu QuS> _\u.

`yõsL$dp„ `¡B_- A¡V$g¡ L¡$ Mpk L$fu_¡ d__u `uX$p rhi¡ QQp® L$fu_¡ g¡ML$ L$l¡hp dpN¡ R>¡ L¡$ d__u `uX$p\u cpNhy„ _l]. â¡ddp„\u `uX$p dm¡ s¡_p¡ L$p¡C MfMfp¡ L$fhp¡ _l].

L$pfZ?

L$pfZ A¡V$gy„ S> L¡$-

""Ap`Z¡ dpÓ â¡d L$fsp _\u, Ap`Z¡ `p¡s¡ S> â¡dõhê$` R>uA¡. Ap`Z¡ k¡¼ku _\u, Ap`Z¡ `p¡s¡ S> k¡¼k R>uA¡. Ap`Z¡ `uX$pv$peu L¡$ vy$Mv$peu A_ych L$fsp _\u. Ap`Z¡ `p¡s¡ S> àg¡Tf A_¡ `¡B_ R>uA¡. Ap`Z¡ `p¡s¡ S> `uX$p R>uA¡, ÆhsuÅNsu `uX$p R>uA¡.''

gp¡fp bpV®$_ _pd_u d¡qX$L$g `ÓL$pf¡ 31 Ap¡NõV$, 2000_p "NpqX®$e_'dp„ A¡L$ k„ip¡^__u hps gM¡gu. rhop_uAp¡ ÅZhp dpNsp lsp L¡$ `¡B_ ¼epf¡ iê$ \pe?

A¡L$ âep¡N hMs¡ S>Zpey„ L¡$ ÷u_p Nc®dp„ c°|Z-L$p¡dm Nc® lp¡e R>¡ s¡ `Z `uX$p A_ych¡ R>¡. Nc®`ps hMs¡ s¡_¡ kMs `uX$p \pe R>¡. Æh_ `uX$p\u iê$ \pe R>¡ A_¡ `uX$p\u S> Æh__p¡ A„s Aph¡ R>¡. Pain is something for the consciousness of mind. d__u Q¡s_p kp\¡ `uX$p Å¡X$pe¡gu R>¡. sdpfu S>¡V$gu `uX$p h^y A¡V$gu sdpfu Q¡s_p ip`® fl¡ R>¡.

rhÞk¡ÞV$ hp_ Np¡ _pd_p S>Nrh¿eps rQÓL$pf_¡ A¡L$ rÀõsu kpÝhu (__) kp\¡ â¡d \ep¡. s¡ hMs¡ kpÝhuA¡ `|R¹>ey„ L¡$ sdpf¡ dpfu kp\¡ gÁ_ L$fhp„ R>¡ `Z sd¡ d_¡ iy„ Ap`ip¡? sp¡ rQÓL$pf¡ L$üy„ L¡$, ""lz„ s_¡ dpfu huL$_¡k A_¡ `¡BÞk Ap`ui. -dpfu _bmpCAp¡ A_¡ dpfu `uX$pAp¡ spf¡ lhpg¡ L$fui.'' guh Dgd_ Äepf¡ qaëd r_dp®sp A_¡ qv$Áv$i®L$ bN®d¡_ kp\¡ â¡ddp„ `X$u Ðepf¡ L$p¡CA¡ `|R¹>ey„ L¡$, ""sdpfp\u Ap¡R>u cìesphpmp `yfyj kp\¡ sd_¡ L¡$d cX$i¡?''

sp¡ guh Dgd_¡ L$üy„ L¡$, ""dpfu õV²¡$Þ\ A¡ S> dpfu huL$_¡k R>¡. A_¡ A¡_u huL$_¡k A¡ dpfu A_¡ s¡_u õV²¡$Þ\ b_u S>i¡.''

â¡duAp¡ Äepf¡ A¡L$buÅ_u `uX$p_¡ L¡$ _bmpCAp¡_¡ `Z hf¡ R>¡ Ðepf¡ bÞ_¡ `¡B_azgu L$_¡¼V¡$X$ \pe R>¡. OZu hMs S|>_p L$d®QpfuAp¡ S|>_p dprgL$p¡ kp\¡ `¡B_azgu L$_¡¼V¡$X$ lp¡e R>¡.

guh Dgd_ _p¡h£rS>e_ dpspr`sp_u `yÓu R>¡ `Z s¡_p„ dpspr`sp V$p¡qL$ep¡dp„ fl¡sp„ lsp„. r`sp rhdp__p `pBgV$ lsp. R> hj®_u lsu Ðep„ S> dpspr`sp NyS>fu Nep„. v$pv$u A_¡ `fv$pv$u kp\¡ s¡ ER>fu. rlS>fs L$fu_¡ s¡ gp¡k A¡ÞS>gk Aphu Ðepf¡ s¡ L$gpL$pf b_u. Arc_en¡Ó¡ S>gv$u QdL$u. A¡L$ elwv$u rbëX$f_¡ `fZu. `rs M|b S> `¥kphpmp¡ lsp¡. guh Dgd_ kam Arc_¡Óu lsu. epv$ fl¡ L¡$ R> hj®_u he¡ guh Dgd_¡ dpbp` Nydph¡gp„. fdhp_u i¡fu Nydph¡gu. i¡fu_p A_¡ õL|$g_p kp\uv$pfp¡ Nydph¡gp. s¡_¡ `uX$p_¡ `„`pm_pf _l] `Z `uX$p_¡ ÅZL$pf_u S>ê$f lsu. ^r_L$ `rsA¡ M|b â¡d Apàep¡. bÞ_¡ hÃQ¡ Mfy„ d__y„ Å¡X$pZ \ey„ `Z `rs Dgd__u `uX$p_¡ kdÆ _ i¼ep¡ A_¡ hpf„hpf bp¡gu_¡ bNpX$u _pMsp¡. bÞ_¡A¡ R|>V$pR>¡X$p gu^p. R|>V$pR>¡X$p gC_¡ guh Dgd_¡ gp¡k A¡ÞS>gk\u _p¡h£_y„ àg¡_ `L$X$éy„. `rs s¡_u `pR>m `pR>m Apìep¡. guh Dgd__¡ kdÅhu. R>¡L$ _p¡h£ ky^u `rs Apìep¡. Dgd__¡ Ap Nçey„. s¡_¡ ApV$gy„ ×íe-Æh__y„ A¡ Mfy„ ×íe M|b fp¡d¡[ÞV$L$ gpÁey„. A¡ `R>u `pR>p„ bÞ_¡ `fÎep„. `pR>p„ Qpf hj£ R|>V$pR>¡X$p gu^p. R>sp„ s¡_u kp\¡ s¡ `¡B_azgu L$_¡¼V¡$X$ flu.

A¡ `R>u A¡L$ Ad¡qfL$_ kpeL$uA¡qV²$õV$_¡ `fZu Ðepf¡ 26-27 hj®_u he¡ guh Dgd_ h^y dilwf b_u Ne¡gu. A¡ hMs¡ 1966dp„ HNdpf bN®d¡__p qv$Áv$i®_dp„ guh Dgd__¡ A¡L$ qaëddp„ L$pd L$fhp_y„ Apìey„ s¡ hMs¡ buÆ A¡L$ A¡¼V²¡$k S>¡ HNdpf bN®d¡__p â¡ddp„ lsu s¡Z¡ guh Dgd__¡ Q¡shu L¡$, ""kph^p_! Ap bN®d¡_ blz S> Msf_pL$ R>¡. s_¡ ¼epf¡ `Z â¡ddp„ `pX$u v$¡i¡.'' A_¡ Mf¡Mf guh Dgd_ bN®d¡__p â¡ddp„ `X$u. kpeL$uA¡qV²$õV$ `rs_¡ R>p¡X$u v$u^p¡. X$p¡¼V$f kp\¡ gpNZu_p„ b„^_ Mpk _lp¡sp„. A¡ `R>u bN®d¡_ kp\¡ S> guh Dgd_ fl¡hp dp„X$u. `Z gp„by„ Åçey„ _l]. afu hpf Æh_dp„ `¡B_azgu L$_¡¼i_ Qpgy R>¡.

"a¡B\g¡k' _pd_u qaëd_u [õ¾$àV$ s¡d_p `uX$pv$peu k„b„^hpmp â¡du bN®d¡_¡ 82 hj®_u Jdf¡ gMu R>¡. s¡dp„ bN®d¡_ A_¡ guh Dgd__u S> â¡dL$\p R>¡. guh Dgd__p¡ BÞV$fìey g¡_pfp `ÓL$pf kped_ l¡V$fõV$p¡_ s¡d_¡ `|R>¡ R>¡, ""sdpfu `p¡sp_u d_Ndsu hpsp®hpmu qaëd b_phhu lp¡e sp¡ sd¡ L¡$hu hpsp®_u qaëd b_php¡?''

guh Dgd_ L$l¡ R>¡, ""d_¡ `¡B_ayg L$_¡¼i_ rkhpe L„$C k|Tsy„ S> _\u... Sy>Ap¡ lz„ sd_¡ A¡L$ õV$p¡fu-gpB_ k„cmphy„. A¡L$ h©Ù dpZk A¡L$ L$p¡V¡$S>dp„ A¡L$gp¡ Æh¡ R>¡. L$p¡V¡$S>dp„ X$bg b¡X$ R>¡. `Z ky_pfp¡ A¡L$gp¡ R>¡. khpf¡ EW$u_¡ õ_p_ L$f¡ R>¡. fkp¡X$pdp„ Åe R>¡. A¡L$ r`L¹$r_L$ bpõL¡$V$dp„ Ås¡ b_ph¡gu hp_Nu d|L$¡ R>¡. `R>u dp\¡ l¡V$ d|L¡$ R>¡. Afukpdp„ Sy>A¡ R>¡ A_¡ blpf _uL$mu `X¡$ R>¡. ^ud¡ ^ud¡ Qpgsp¡ Qpgsp¡ s¡ lp¡[õ`V$g_p fpl_¡ `L$X¡$ R>¡. s¡_¡ L$p¡C Å¡sy„ `Z _\u. lp¡[õ`V$g_u A¡L$ ê$ddp„ s¡ Åe R>¡. A¡ ê$ddp„ âh¡i¡ R>¡ Ðepf¡ s¡_p Ql¡fp D`f [õds afL¡$ R>¡. L$pfZ L¡$ s¡_¡ R>p¡X$u_¡ Qpgu Ne¡gu `Ð_u Ðep„ `g„N `f lÆ `X$u R>¡. s¡_y„ dNS> A[õ\f \C Ney„ lp¡e R>¡. h©Ù dpZk s¡_u r`L$¹r_L$ bpõL¡$V$dp„\u Ås¡ b_ph¡gp k|`_u bp¡V$g L$pY¡$ R>¡. L$pQ_p A¡L$ L$V$p¡fp_¡ afu\u ê$dpg\u g|R>u_¡ bp¡V$gdp„\u k|` L$pY¡$ R>¡. bpõL¡$V$dp„ A¡L$ QdQp¡ lp¡e R>¡ s¡_¡ `Z h©Ù g|R>u_¡ L$V$p¡fpdp„ d|L¡$ R>¡. `Ð_u dpV¡$ fp¡S> s¡ k|` b_ph¡ R>¡. fp¡S> s¡ k|` Ap`hp S>C iL$sp¡ _\u. k|` `X$ép¡ fl¡ R>¡. kp„^p _ vy$Msp„ lp¡e sp¡ k|` Ap`hp Åe R>¡. `Ð_u Npmp¡ v$C_¡ Qpgu NC lp¡e R>¡. `Z h©Ù â¡du-`rs_¡ s¡_u `pNg `Ð_u_¡ k|` q`hX$phhp_y„ ìek_ \C Ney„ lp¡e R>¡. s¡_¡ k|` q`hX$ph¡ R>¡. `Ð_u_p V¡$bg D`f s¡Z¡ awg_y„ A¡L$ ãgphf hpT fp¿ey„ R>¡. s¡dp„ R>p¡X$_¡ `pZu q`hX$phu_¡, `Ð_u_¡ qL$k L$fu_¡ h©Ù Qpëep¡ Åe R>¡. L$p¡C s¡_u lpS>fu_u _p¢^ g¡sy„ _\u.''

guh Dgd_ hpsp® `|fu L$fu_¡ L$l¡ R>¡ L¡$, ""Ap h©Ù _¡ lz„ L¡$qfef (Carrier) Ap¡a gh L$lz„ Ry>„. s¡ Ap TOX$pmy `pNg bpC kp\¡ `¡B_azgu L$_¡¼V¡$X$ R>¡.''

Np„^uÆ_u ApÐdL$\pdp„ A¡L$ âk„N Aph¡ R>¡. s¡ Ap`Zp ê$qY$Qyõs kdpS> dpV¡$ `¡B_azg L$_¡¼i__y„ h^y Qp¡V$Xy$L$ Dv$plfZ R>¡. `Z qfQpX®$ A¡V$_bfp¡A¡ s¡ âk„N_¡ "Np„^u' qaëddp„ h^y kpfu fus¡ DÅNf L$ep£ R>¡. ApqäL$pdp„ L$õsyfbp kp\¡ Np„^uÆA¡ ApîdÆh_ Æhhp_„y _½$u L$ey¯ Ðepf¡ k„X$pk_y„ kapBL$pd L$fhp_u L$õsyfbpA¡ _p `pX$u v$u^u. Np„^uÆ qMÅC Åe R>¡. L$õsyfbp_¡ Of blpf L$pY$u d|L¡$ R>¡. `R>u Np„^uÆ `õspe R>¡. L$õsyfbp_¡ `pR>p„ bp¡gph¡ R>¡.

Ðepf¡ L$õsyfbp L$l¡ R>¡, ""sd¡e dp_h R>p¡, lz„e dp_h Ry>„, `Z dp_h sfuL¡$_u sdpfu _bmpC lz„ ÅÏ„ Ry>„ A¡V$g¡ `pR>u Aphu Ry>„. lh¡ lz„ sdpfp L$l¡hp âdpZ¡ S>ê$f kapCL$pd L$fui...''

A_¡ A¡L$ gp„by„ `¡B_azg L$_¡¼i_ S>X$b¡kgpL$ Å¡X$pe R>¡.

Ap`_¡ Ap g¡M L$¡$hp¡ gpÁep¡?