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1963_u rhg¡`pgp®_u NyS>fpsu kprlÐe `qfjv$_p¡ A¡L$ N°y` ap¡V$p¡ `X$u füp¡ lsp¡. N°y` ap¡V$p¡ `X$u Nep `R>u dpfp\u dpfu âL©$rs âdpZ¡ bp¡gpC Ney„ : "N°y` ap¡V$p¡_u Ðepf¡ S> dÅ R>¡ Äepf¡ Apdp„\u A¡L$pv$ _ lp¡e! rhQpep® rh_p_u Aphu åg¡L$-üydf ApS>\u 37 hj® `l¡gp„, Äepf¡ dpfu Jdf 31 hj®_u lsu, d_¡ aphsu lsu. ApS>¡ 2000_p hj®dp„ Å¡J Ry>„ sp¡ A¡ N°y` ap¡V$p¡ Æh„s \C Nep¡ R>¡ L$pfZ L¡$ A¡dp„\u OZp Ql¡fpAp¡ A×íe \C Nep R>¡. A¡ ap¡V$pdp„ dp¡lçdv$ dp„L$X$ R>¡, O_íepd v¡$kpC R>¡, rihÆ Apif R>¡, d^y fpe R>¡, lz„ Ry>„... A_¡ S>¡ _\u A¡ _pdp¡ : X$p¡. S>e„s MÓu, lufpgpg ap¡aguAp, kfp¡S> `pW$L$, kpf„N bpfp¡V$, S>e„sugpg dl¡sp, L$p[ÞscpC `|Åfp...! dp„L$X$ Np„^u_Nfdp„ A_¡ O_íepd dy„bCdp„ Aõhõ\ fl¡ R>¡, d^y fpe Ad¡qfL$pdp„ A[õ\f R>¡, Apif Adv$phpv$dp„ [õ\f R>¡. Bs_p bfkp V|$V$ L¡$ bpv$g, cuN Qgp deMp_p cu...! `Z deMp_p Mpgu \C Ney„ R>¡. lz„ `Z kprlÐeL$pfp¡\u h^pf¡ v|$f, kprlÐe\u h^pf¡ _ÆL$ A¡hu [õ\rsdp„ Ry>„. 69dp hj®_p qL$_pf¡ Ecp¡ Ry>„ Ðepf¡ Ap Tp„Mp¡ ap¡V$p¡ L$udsu b_u füp¡ R>¡.

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X$p¡. MÓu kp\¡ L$gpL$p¡ ky^u Nà`p„, Np¡rô$, Å¡L$, dõsu \su flu. bLy$g¡i_u hpsp¡ \C. L$ÃR> rhj¡ hpsp¡ \hu gpTdu lsu. X$p¡. MÓu hÃQ¡ hÃQ¡ d¡qX$L$g S>Ns_u A¡L$pv$ _p¡_-h¡S> Å¡L$ `Z klS>sp\u L$fu iL$sp A_¡ L$paL$p_p "L$pkg' L¡$ kpÓ®_p "_p¡iuAp' rhj¡ QQp®dp„ k„Nu_ cpN `Z gC iL$sp. Ad¡ kprlÐe `qfjv$_p A¡L$ Myëgp Ar^h¡i_dp„ kp¥\u R>¡ëgu L$spfdp„ b¡W$p lsp, kpf„N bpfp¡V$, X$p¡. S>e„s MÓu A_¡ lz„, A_¡ d„Q `f `usp„bf `V¡$g g¡ML$p¡_¡ _pd gC_¡ bp¡gphu füp lsp, L¡$ S>¡\u gp¡L$p¡ A¡d_p g¡ML$p¡_¡ Ap¡mM¡! _pdp¡ bp¡gpsp„ lsp„ A_¡ g¡ML$p¡¡ d„Q `f lpS>f \C S>sp lsp. ÓZ _pdp¡ hpf„hpf bp¡gpsp„ füp„ A_¡ Myëgp Ar^h¡i_dp„ gNcN A„^L$pfdp„ b¡W¡$gp Ad¡ ÓZ Ap sdpip¡ Å¡C füp lsp! X$p¡. S>e„s MÓuA¡ L$üy„, Ap N^¡X$p¡ Ap`Zp¡ `qfQe Ap`i¡?

dy„bC `pR>m flu Ney„, afu\u b¡ rhfyÙ qv$ipAp¡, L$ÃR>_u A_¡ L$gL$sp_u. L$gL$sp S>C_¡ lz„ dpfu âh©rÑAp¡dp„ A_¡ ìehkpedp„ ìeõs \sp¡ Nep¡. `Óìehlpf A_¡ Adpfp¡ bp¥rÙL$ QQp®ìehlpf `|h®hs¹ Qpgy lsp¡. dpfy„ g¡M_ suh°Nrs Qpgu füy„ lsy„. A¡ qv$hkp¡dp„ L$v$pQ "A¡L$ A_¡ A¡L$' gMpC flu lsu. Ap L©$rs dpfu "ApL$pf' `R>u_u, A_¡ "`¡f¡rgrkk' `l¡gp„_u L©$rs R>¡. A_¡ A¡L$ qv$hk Apif_p¡ `Ó Apìep¡ : râe bnu! A_¡... A¡ `Ódp„ kdpQpf lsp L¡$ S>e„s MÓu_¡ L¡$Þkf \ey„ R>¡...

dpfu A¡ Ddf âNëc kdS>v$pfu_u Ddf _ lsu, A_¡ sØ_ _p-kdTu_u Ddf `Z _ lsu. L¡$Þkf iåv$ S> cephl lsp¡. A_¡ A¡ 1960_p dÝev$iL$dp„ h^pf¡ cephl gpNsp¡ lsp¡. S>e„s MÓu dyd|jp®_p dpZk _ lsp, A¡ rS>Ærhjp_p dpZk lsp. A_¡ R>sp„ `Z A¡ L¡$Þkf lsy„, A_¡ âL$pfâL$pf_p Ly$rhQpfp¡ Aphu Åe A¡ õhpcprhL$ lsy„. d¢ rhjpv$u dyX$dp„ g¿ey„, srbes rhj¡ tQsp ìe¼s L$fu, ìephlpqfL$ _l], lpqv®$L$. A_¡ MÓu_p¡ `Ó Apìep¡ : kS>®L$ Ry>„. g¿ey„ R>¡. A_¡ Æìep¡ Ry>„. A¡V$g¡ lh¡ _p¡ fuN°¡V¹$k. afN¡V$ BV$ !

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1970_p v$iL$_p Apf„c_p hjp£dp„ L$ÃR>-dp„X$hu S>hp_y„ \ey„, X$p¡. S>e„s MÓu_¡ O¡f S>hp_y„ \ey„, \p¡X$p¡ rhjpv$ep¡N \C Åe A¡¡hu Apbp¡lhp lsu. A¡ 1940-1950_p„ hjp¡£dp„, NyS>fpsu kprlÐe_p sÐL$pgu_ MÍz$kp¡ A_¡ ârs›$phpv$u Tp`qV$epAp¡_u vy$r_epdp„ Ap dpZk, kpdp âhpl¡, L¡$hu Ap^yr_L$ A_¡ ¾$p[ÞsL$pfL$ hpsp®Ap¡ gMu Nep¡ lsp¡, Ap dp„X$hu_p Ofdp„\u...? kprlÐe`yfyj S>e„s MÓu, v$v®$_p¡ f„N åëe| R>¡ A¡hp¡ `yfyj, L$pmp r_dL$_u hpk Aphsu lp¡e A¡hp¡ `yfyj, S>ÞdLy$„X$mu apX$u_¡ blpf _uL$mu Ne¡gp¡ `yfyj, Cdp__p¡ A¡sbpf L$fu iL$pe A¡hp¡ `yfyj. A¡ L$ÃR>_p¡ g¡ML$ lsp¡...

(Sy>gpC 19, 2000)

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