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Ap¡ s`: `pf!

âcy! d¦ qL$k¡ dp„N|?
syçl¢?
ep syçlpf¡ vy$M L$p¡?
L$ls¡ l¥
ìe[¼s k¡ bX$p lp¡sp l¥ DkL$p vy$:M
¼ep syd k¡ cu bX$u l¥
syçlpfu el k©rô$?
rS>kd¢ d¦ lw„-
dyT S>¥k¡ A_¡L$p¡ _NÎe l¥!
¼ep ld vy$Mu lu fl¡?
fl¢N¡.
syçlpf¡ âcy?
sb ¼ep syd k¡ cu-
A`_¡ L$p¡?
Bk A`pÓsp L$p¡?
vy$M L$p¡ lu dp„N_p lp¡Np?
Bk¡ lu âpàs L$f_¡ L¡$ rge¡
s` L$f_p lp¡sp l¥?
Ap¡ s`:`pf
sb syçlpf¡ rge¡ ¼ep L$f_p lp¡sp l¥?
_f¡i dl¡sp (Q¥Ðep)

ApMu vy$r_ep Äepf¡ kyM_u OfpL$ R>¡ Ðepf¡ D`f_u L$rhspdp„ L$rh _f¡i idp® Cðf `pk¡ s¡_y„ vy$M dpN¡ R>¡. iy„ L$rh b_phV$ L$f¡ R>¡? _p. kp¥ `p¡s`p¡sp_y„ Æh_ Sy>A¡. `fd L$ô$ A_¡ v$pfyZ vy$M_u OX$udp„\u dpZk `kpf \ep¡ lp¡e Ðepf¡ kS>®L$ b_¡ R>¡.

hu.A¡k. _pB`p¡g _pd_p hpsp®L$pf-g¡ML$ S>¡ h¡õV$ BÞX$uTdp„ ER>ep® R>¡, s¡dZ¡ A¡L$ hpsp®dp„ NZ¡i _pd_p `pÓ Üpfp s¡_u â¡rdL$p_¡ D`v¡$i A`pìep¡ R>¡. lufp¡ L$l¡ R>¡, ""X$prg¯N sy„ blz tQsp _ L$f.'' _pB`p¡g_¡ s¡_p¡ rdÓ `|R>¡ R>¡, ""sd¡ sdpfp lufp¡ Üpfp Ap k„hpv$ bp¡gphp¡ R>p¡ `Z iy„ sd¡ hfuX$_¡k_u- tQspMp¡fu_u `pf Esep® R>p¡?''

_pB`p¡g L$b|g L$f¡ R>¡ L¡$,

Oh no it is precisely worriedness that drove me to writing. A\p®s¹ tQsp_p v$bpZ \L$u S> s¡_u L$gd v$p¡X$u R>¡. tQsp kS>®L$ `Z b_¡ R>¡. tQsp hNf_y„ Æh_ sp¡ S>X$sp gph¡ R>¡.

ApS>L$pg sd¡ D`âddyM Ag Np¡f_y„ _pd kp„cmp¡ R>p¡. s¡_p v|$f_p r`sfpC cpC \sp Np¡f rhX$pg dp¡V$p kprlÐeL$pf R>¡. g¡ML$ Np¡f rhX$pg kpfy„ L$dpep R>¡. S|>_p S>dp_p_p râÞk_u dpaL$ s¡Ap¡ _¡`ëk_p A¡L$ dl¡gdp„ fl¡ R>¡.

hpsp®L$pf A¡qfL$p Å¢N s¡_¡ \p¡X$p hMs `l¡gp„ dm¡gu. b„_¡ hÃQ¡ L$rh euV¹$k_u QQp® \pe R>¡. dp_hu_p Æh__u k„`|Z®sp ANf sp¡ L$rh L¡$ g¡ML$_p kS>®__u k„`|Z®sp A„N¡ âï_ EW¡$ R>¡. Np¡f rhX$pg L$l¡ R>¡-

""`fa¡¼i_?- `|Z®sp hprleps A_¡ lpõepõ`v$ hps R>¡. kÐe A¡ R>¡ L¡$ sdpfu `pk¡ L$p¡C S> `k„v$Nu _\u...''

""i¡_u `k„v$Nu?'' g¡rML$p `|R>¡ R>¡.

""Æh__u k„`|Z®sp L¡$ sdpfp kS>®__u k„`|Z®sp. b„_¡ hõsy Ak„ch R>¡.''

Np¡f rhX$pg S>gv$u\u qfkpC Åe A_¡ Ap¡Ry>„ Aphu Åe s¡hp L$rh-_hgL$\pL$pf R>¡. s¡d_p\u A¡L$ hp¼e ApXy„$Ahmy„ gMpC Åe sp¡ NS>b_pL$_p qX$õV$b® \C Åe R>¡. s¡d_p qX$õV$b®Þkdp„\u S> kS>®_ \pe R>¡. `Z s¡ kss `|Z®sp_u tQspdp„ fl¡ R>¡.

A¡ÞV$p¡_uAp¡ X$dpkuAp¡ _pd_p g¡ML$_p `yõsL$ "B_kpBX$ ^ r\e¡V$f Ap¡a ^ dpBÞX$'_p¡ qfìey 29 _h¡çbf, 2000_p g„X$__p "X¡$Bgu V¡$rgN°pa'dp„ R>`pep¡ lsp¡.

_hy„ k„ip¡^_ L$l¡ R>¡ L¡$ Äepf¡ DN° âL$pf_u gpNZuAp¡ dp_hu `f lphu \pe Ðepf¡ s¡_y„ dNS> h^y L$pd L$f¡ R>¡. vy$M A_¡ L$ô$p¡ dp_hu_¡ h^y âh©Ñ L$f¡ R>¡. g¡ML$ X$dpkuAp¡ L$l¡ R>¡ L¡$ dp_hu_u DN° gpNZuAp¡ hMs¡ ùv$e_p ^bL$pfp bv$gpe R>¡. hX¹$®Th\®_u L$rhsp s¡dZ¡ V$p„L$u lsu :

sensations sweet
felt in blood
and felt along the heart
and passing even to purer mind
with transquil restoratia.

dp_hu_¡ S>¡ L$p„C kpfu-dpW$u gpNZuAp¡ \pe s¡_u Akf f¼s Üpfp ùv$e ky^u `lp¢Q¡ R>¡ A_¡ `R>u Ðep„\u A¡ gpNZuAp¡_y„ âp¡k¡tkN \C_¡ d_ ky^u Åe R>¡ Ðepf¡ sd_¡ _ kdÅe s¡hu A¡L$ `fd ip„rs_p¡ A_ych \pe R>¡. vy$M `Z A¡L$ kyM_u gpNZu `¡v$p L$f¡ R>¡.

vy$M_p buÅ A¡L$ R>X$uv$pf gyB Äep¡S>® bp¡Æ®k AÐepf¡ Æhsp _\u. ApS>£[ÞV$_p_p Ap L$rh-hpsp®L$pf A¡L$ rinL$_p `yÓ lsp. r`sp_u gpBb°¡fudp„\u s¡ hpsp®_p„ `yõsL$p¡ S> hp„Qsp. 24 Ap¡¼V$p¡bf, 1976_p fp¡S> s¡d_¡ lphX®$ eyr_hrk®V$udp„ hpsp® rhi¡ hpsp®gp` Ap`hp bp¡gpìep. s¡_u V¡$` L$p¡CA¡ Ap¡NõV$, 2000dp„ a¢L$u v$u^¡gu. ApV$gp[ÞV$L$ d¡N¡rT__p g¡ML$_¡ s¡ V¡$` S>X$u. s¡dp„ gyB bp¡Æ®k_p¡ ApMp¡ hpsp®gp` lsp¡. s¡Ap¡ d_dp¡Æ fMXy$_u dpaL$ Al]sl]_p rhQpfp¡ fS|> L$fsp, `Z s¡dp„ A¡L$kdp_ k|f fl¡sp¡. dpZk_y„ vy$M L$p¡C qagk|au\u Ap¡Ry>„ \hp_y„ _\u. vy$M sp¡ fl¡hp_y„ S>. dpZk_¡ kfk hpsp® L$lp¡. L$\pAp¡ L¡$ hpsp® `Z v$pfyZ vy$Mdp„\u `¡v$p \pe R>¡.

dlpcpfs, fpdpeZ, BrgeX$, ^ V¡$g Ap¡a V²$p¡e, Ap¡qX$ku hN¡f¡ dlpL$pìep¡ v$pfyZ vy$Mp¡dp„\u `¡v$p \ep„.

bp¡Æ®k `|R>¡ R>¡ L¡$ ApS>¡ vy$r_ep_¡ nrZL$ kyM Ap`hp dpV¡$ Ap`Zu `pk¡ iy„ R>¡? b¡ rhðeyÙp¡ Nep„. L¡$d Ap eyÙp¡_p„ vy$Mp¡ rhi¡ lÆ dlpL$pìep¡ fQpep„ _\u? dp_hu_p Æh_dp„\u L$\p A_¡ hpsp® rhv$pe \C NC R>¡ s¡\u kyM_u Qphu Mp¡hpC NC R>¡. dp_hu vy$M_u hpsp® kp„cmu_¡ kyMu \sp¡ lsp¡. dp_hu ApS>_p„ vy$Mp¡_¡ c|ghp nrZL$ kyM_u OX$u dpÓ hpsp® kp„cmu_¡ A_ych¡ R>¡. s¡ ^Þe OX$u R>¡.

lphX®$ eyr_hrk®V$u_p g¡¼Qf_p A„s¡ gyB bp¡Æ®k L$l¡ R>¡,

ApS>¡ dpf¡ sdpfu kdn cprh cpMhy„ R>¡. Å¡L¡$ lz„ dp_y„ Ry>„ L¡$ crhóehpZu cpMhu blz S> X¡$ÞS>fk R>¡... `Z ùv$edp„\u _uL$m¡gu cprh_u hpZu gp„b¡ Npm¡ kpQu `X¡$ R>¡. `Z lz„ Å¡Md DW$phu_¡ cprh cpMy„ Ry>„ L¡$

Telling of a tale and the singing of a verse could come together again... then a very important thing might happen...

lz„ dp_y„ Ry>„ L¡$ L$\p, hpsp® A_¡ L$pìep¡ c¡Np„ dmu Åe sp¡ Ap S>Nsdp„ dlp_ OV$_p b_i¡ A_¡ k„Nd_u OX$u dp_hu dpV¡$ kyM_p¡ kpNf R>gL$phi¡.

Ap`_¡ Ap g¡M L$¡$hp¡ gpÁep¡?