It was truly painful news, I was absolutely devastated. Such was my mental state at the time.
"I just couldn't be bothered with that tour any longer. I'd fallen out with coach Duncan Fletcher and been punched by Darren Gough.
"I hated the team cliques — it certainly wasn't an environment to make newcomers feel welcome — and felt a bit sick watching a couple of players who would do absolutely anything, kiss anyone's behind, just to get ahead," Swann said.
"In fact, even now, I consider my real England debut to have been against Sri Lanka on October 1, 2007 — when phase two of my international career started.
"After being told I was playing, I didn't even ring home excitedly to tell my parents. My England debut made me feel like an imposter and a fraudster. We won the game and I bowled five overs for 24 runs before captain Nasser Hussain took me off, saying: "I'm putting Graeme Hick on because he doesn't turn it as much as you," Swann said.
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